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on hiatus :)

2011-10-08T07:13:00.001-07:00

ive not been blogging for more than a month now , lol . and i feel bad deleting my blog.ill just update after my Os . bye love ♥

If your 8 year old self met you , would they be proud ?

2011-09-01T04:43:00.001-07:00

teacher's day was great ! well i should thank my classmates who put in so much of effort to plan the whole party ! awesome much

well today things were a bit rough for me . i guess im gonna get my period i keep pmsing -.- and i have no idea whats with me and my new fetish for hindi movies . hahahah im not even kidding . i am getting so emotional now -.- lols . well next week is my one week break really have to study like crazy next week cause after my holidays is my continuation of exams 0..0 and my Os are gonna start soon . really wanna get over and done with but im still nervous . hehehe good luck to me :) shall get back to watching my hindi movies , hahaha.

♥

2011-08-27T22:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN JING HUI ♥ take care bitch :(

well well well , its been a really long time since i updated my blog . hahahaha . im always on the net but its just that i dont really update my blog and my fb . well first part of prelims are over and i still have my second part to go for afte the 2 weeks break . should really study . but im gonna take today as a day off XD me so tired :( wanna rest . hehehe . i only have another few more months , MUST PERSERVERE .

well today is the 28th august and just wo days ago was my first month :) we still have more months to go dear :) well everything is going fine now . i just have to focus on my studies and after that ... ^^

will try to update my blog more next time :P

260711 ♥ will update more pics soon

2011-08-04T07:45:00.001-07:00

heheheh i see that i have not been updating for a very long time . well my birthday is finally over and yes im 17 0..0 i cant believe it myself . lol so on the day of my birthday had dinner at sakura and on sat had this mini bday event with my relatives . super simple just gather and cut cake :) my name SASH has been maximised and pasted on my wall . lol .. i did not do anything to help cause i was sleeping lol , awesome -.- ohh and i was having my period during my birthday . awesome right -.- ohh and my lovely babies suprised me with a mini cake . heheh it was a bit of a fail attempt but who the hell cares :) ohh and i got an early birthday present ^^ well things change .... but im happy with the outcome though .

my birthday is coming !!

2011-07-23T04:48:00.000-07:00

* a good example of a multi-racialism . hehehe after such a long time we cooked and feeded each other hehehe . me so happy XD and we all look so grown up now , mofo chills >.<

well these past few days has been going well i guess . well cant exactly rmbr what has been going on during these past few days >.< hehehe so yesterday sports fiesta turned out to be a total disaster i was too excited for it :( than end up it rained half way D: and we were under the shelter which was of no help -.- wasted our time there until around 12 plus . showered and left to ngee ann city around 2 plus .... had SEOUL GARDEN . YUMYUMYUM , we were so hungry ! and the food was amazing we took pictures but im sad that i never take more pics hahahah . well after that we went to far east saw so many preety stuff . but nothing really caught my eye :( than the girls went back home while i went to rupini's crib to get ready for her bday party drove to Hotel Michael at Sentosa . everything turned out well other than the fact that i was so tired that i almost passed out while waiting for the valet to bring our car . im still having the after effect of the drinks :( and im dead tired . aish . and i have not studied anything yet . should really start on some work !

will update more pics next time :)

birthday planning ?

2011-07-10T06:16:00.000-07:00

just feel like leaving this here XD

because of my desktop being spoilt and me being lazy to use my netbook i have not been blogging for many many days XD well MYE is over !! confirm fail liao . hahahahah i really never do my best -.- nvm lets just do my best for my prelims . well this past few days has been quite hectic my blogshop has been running really well :)) at the same time im spending alot too ... i spend almost about $100 plus online shopping . yeap u can shoot me . this has become a habit . damn i should really stop and save up money . well its been settled im gonna celebrate my 17th bday . lol . i still cant believe that i have accepted the offer to celebrate my bday . well the place is beautiful just came back from looking through the place with jas and jh . but the place is so far :/ its at tampiness 0..0 hopefully things go out well . and i have no idea what they are planning cause this is being planned by my dad and my besties . hahahhahaaha , hopefully this turns out perfect :)

its a situation

2011-06-12T23:46:00.001-07:00

its been quite some time since i blogged , well i feel like a complete mess . i've got so many things to catch up on and i have no idea why 1 month is not enough for me i'm scared how i'm gonna do my MYE ... the days are passsing by so freaking fast , fml -.- im skipping my holidays to study ... hahahahaha hopefully that works out -.- im trying to be self-disciplined but it is not working . hopefully this coming weekend turns out to be effective :( im gonna sell my clothes and buy new ones . hehehe i know its random but i have to start getting more clothes and save money . thats about it i guess . my life is getting more and more boring . damn .

2PM IS BACK !!!

he is close to perfect :)

2011-06-01T22:36:00.000-07:00

well the holidays have already started ... yup it's already JUNE , hahahah its true that i spent half a year not accomplishing anything -__- anyways im gonna start working hard so that i can do well for my mid years :) everyone around me are studying while im here slacking . guilty much . so i planned a timetable but yesterday ... i had stuff to do so it kinda screwed up my schedule for yesterday so the stuff i was suppose to revise yesterday is pushed today.... twice the stuff to study 0..0 doomed , hahahah but its okay cause its the holidays and i can study as late as i want and sleep as late as i want , hehehehe and im gonna try not to go out much XD i've been eyeing on so many things lately , cant stop internet shopping hehehehehe . i should really start saving and stop spending . and i have to reduce the time i spend on the com , even if there is no reality shoes to watch im still sitting here and refreshing my tumblr , fb and twitter lol . and i have started eating healthy :) i feel good about myself . byes

just another girl

2011-05-22T23:22:00.000-07:00

well this was funny with people that i dont even know spazzing over me and jay park -.-

well , i notice that i blog on mostly sundays well yesterday my com was taken over by my dad hahahaha and plus i lazy to blog XD anyways im just gonna do a summary well ... on monday went bowling in the morning ... lol so long i never play :( but it was fun than we went to bishan for filming ... and had no school on tuesday cause of vesak day , wednesday i was lazy to go to school :p thursday had normal lessons and friday was a half day for us hahahahah , but we went for filming on that day and after that we had C.I.P such a hectic day ! we had to run under the rain ... yeah can u imagine ? fuck , but i guess its okay cause the kids were preety much cute ohhh , and i happen to use my psychology tactics with a kid , and yeah found out that she is abused in a minor way ... and i was the first person to know ... sad but true ... i was super tired that when i came back home i only wanted to sleep the next day i had tution as per normal and yesterday had a bowling session with my family and my mom played so well , hahahaha so cute XD it was super unexpected .. hahahaha and today was hot housing , super shag MT the whole day :( ohhh and 2PM IS IN SINGAPORE ! sad that i did not get to see them but it is okay :) hope they have fun here .

well thats about it , i guess things are getting better for me personally :)

www.fuckmyswag.tumblr.com

2011-05-14T09:34:00.000-07:00

:D im so happy :D i've got no school on moday ( marking day ) , tuesday ( vesak day ) and friday is a half day :)) hahahahahha fuck yeah ! but that also means i've got lots of homework , lol . i've got geo , eng , maths , tamil and p.o.a i think i have more 0..0 i have to try to finish it by this monday since im gonna have this fliming thing with my class people and yes i play the phillipino maid , lets see how does that go lol . phillipino accent for me is really hard , i rather do british , black american , indian or some weird retarded voice :D hahahahahahha but i've got so many hw how ? now its like 12.40 and i just completed my eng assignment -____- ohhh plus today i watched fast and furious 5 , it was awesome ! i would not mind watching it again and yeah its better than scream 4 , lol way better hahahahhaha ! i guess the theatre screen of lido made it much better :D it was just perfect i did not even get bored of the movie :)) i wanna watch more movies but sadly i cant cause i have my MYE , lol thank god its after JUNE holidays :D so thats about it i guess ... ohh and on mothers day i cooked for my mom korean spicy rice cakes , it was an all time killer ! it tasted so good , that i could not believe i cooked it by myself hahahahahah !! happy that my mom loved it too ....

p.s. changed my tumblr url to fuckmyswag.tumblr.com :)
xoxo

mood crash

2011-05-07T03:00:00.000-07:00

well , this past few days have seriously not been going smoothly for me . my oral is a fucking disaster 30 / 40 . im saying it is a disaster cause i know i could have done much , MUCH BETTER ! ahhh i kinda regret of having that index number .... if not i could have been marked by the other teacher . i could have got better and higher marks . ahhh fuck . i feel that i did not do well in something that i have always been doing awesome in . its just that really messed up feeling . im not happy at all . and my tamil mye compo -.- my teacher was like constantly saying that she expected more from me , that really hurts . eventhough my main paper i got a distinction my compo is gonna pull my marks down . fuck i tell u . im just not doing that well in my language based subjects and that is really scaring the crap out of me . i should really start studying . eventhough sometimes i get too lazy . i should really start doing my work .

u are the reason why i dont regret living ,

2011-05-01T02:14:00.000-07:00

i have been very happy lately .... someone out there has been constantly making me smile :) at last i know there is someone out there that i can rely on when im having any problems . i have no idea how we turned out like this . you always make me laugh and u really know how to make me forget about my problems . you know me more than i know myself . you understand me so well that it gives me chills cause it does not feel real . the way u talk and everything makes me feel perfect . i never thought i would say this but u make me feel like a princess . i love teasing u , making u angry and getting u all annoyed . but for some reason u dont get angry at all . eventhough i cant forget the past and all the misunderstandings , i feel blessed to have u . the fact that u dont care how messy i look at night , u want me to stop skipping meals , u want me to go to the doctor and stuff is just amazing . i just love the way u put in effort even though i try to push u away u keep coming back . i can continue talking about this but whats the point right :) as long as i know how u are to me that is good enough :) u may not be handsome , muscular or whatever . but still the way u love me is just something to be applauded for . i dont think i can get such comfort from anyone but u .

sometimes im scared that i may be pushing u too much until u feel like u wanna give up ...so please stay this way , dont change , dont ever change .

music , looks .

2011-04-22T21:21:00.000-07:00

im back hahahaha well , im done with syf :0 we gotta a bronze , but its okay we only had three months to prepare so i guess its okay . on that day i had to wake up around 4.45 am , yeap im not kidding ! had breakfast with the make up people and we met the rest in school . we did not have time to do their make up so we had to run here and there to do their make up , we had to do it in the bus too . just imagine ..... ahhhh but i guess it was worth it . hahahahaha i was so happy for them cause they took whatever advice i gave them , im happy about that :D they did a good job ! :)
after everything i still had to come to school to do my english test -___- physics test was cancelled lol . i was super shag and tired i even skipped my aep , hahahaha but i've got no regrets . well done with physics test , lets not talk about it . it was so freaking easy but i never study so yeah im gonna fail it . and lets not talk about chem shall we .... oh and they ahd this poly open house in our school . i have seriously no idea where to go . im super confused and i dont wanna take a course that im gonna regret .i must really think before i pick anything . and my tamil is getting worse . now days i cant speak tamil without getting laughed at :( how my tamil oral ? 0.0 doomed .

Mistress

2011-04-12T04:22:00.000-07:00

hi everyone :)

well i have not been blogging that much have been packed with my hw , assignments and cca . im gonna step down this saturday anyways . hahahahha SO FREAKING FAST ! Past few days nothing much happened i guess . well my parents had their wedding anniversary last sunday . we were suppose to go out for dinner in a restaurant or something but my cousins came over , they did not know that it was their wedding anniversary . so we just ended up having steam boat and stuff . it was fun shopping for the food stuff i guess . and they liked my vanilla honey milkshake creation :) my SYF is this thursday eventhough i am not in the cast , i have been helping them to train and i have been motivating them all this while so im really scared for them too , hahahahaha i hope they do an awesome job , cause i know they can do it . they are getting better after each practices :) well now days im back to getting tired , very tired . i cant sleep normally ahhhh ... i am so alert in the middle of the night . weird much so i think i need to rest more . and my MYE is coming tooo , so i've gotta work on it too . well i've got nothing much to blog about its all irrelevant :) byes

rings , connector rings .

2011-04-03T05:06:00.000-07:00

its been quite some time since i blogged ahh , anyways ... lets start with the tests we had on friday . we had P.O.A and maths test , i swear i ahte subjects with any numbers in it . lol but i still tried my best . i have no idea whether i would fail or pass . lol . oh and it was APRIL FOOLS DAY . hahahah i only manage to trick one person . so on saturday jing hui , jaslin and saf we went to town . we first went to Far East , i bought shoes that i really like hehehehe. and we went to SCAPE cause they were having a flea market there. omg so MANY RINGS .and yeap i am a ring maniac especially connector rings . omgomgomg it was heaven there except the fact that there was no fan or air-con , wtf we were all sweating and perspiring so much that we could have died . my make up was melting .ahhhhh i hate that other than that it was fun . i bought two rings one for my mom , it looks like a vintage ring ... and i bought a connector ring , black pants and a bag . well my connector ring is really simple .... but its okay lol ( looks like junsu's ring ) i wanted to buy this connector ring which had those preety bronze flowers on it , i ask the shop owner to help me expand the ring just a bit and guess what ... HE BROKE IT ! FML. and it was the last piece seriously i was so pissed off . aish , i wanna buy more rings .... oh and i saw those tumblr rings hahahhah cute much ... hmmm talking about today i met fiqah at cck stadium for a short jog since tommorow is our 2.4 KM run test , i hate NAPHA seriously ... i think im gonna fail . wait , i always fail . but im confident in my sit - ups . other than that i shall die in sweat . lol
shall update the blog with the pics we took , sadly we did not take much pics :((

i cut my hair :) but i miss my long hair though :(

2011-03-27T02:27:00.000-07:00

well i shall start with awards night :)

Mdm Nora told us to come at 4 and meet our respective teachers , so yeap the mcs reached school at 4 sharp but guess what , our teacher say it is enough if we come at 5 -.- waste my time . seriously so we just lazed around there for a bit so about 5 met my teacher in charge found out that the script was changed . yeap some guest of honours were not attending , some were late .... ahhhh it was so hectic and we were getting different informations like every few mins . so frustrating and stressful than we had our short lunch got our blazers and by than the guest were arriving 0.0 and i was still not ready , i was not wearing my tie nor my blazer yet . and we were already asked to start thanks to Mr Ho , seriously thank you so much that u helped me out . i think if he had not helped me with the tie i would be so screwed i wonder how guys wear ties . lol . anyways my parents did not know about me being one of the MCs for the awards night so when i came up on stage my parents could not believe the fact that i was standing up there . hahahahah damn epic my dad wore his glasses to double confirm :) everything went well i guess but because of thye script being changed i made a few mistakes . ahhh , i feel so bad whenever i think of the small mistakes i made . but i was so happy that Mrs Chew was standing backstage and she said that i did a good job . she was like " young lady u talk so well , ur doing such a good job . im so impressed and happy " she said that after the first part of the script and when i came backstage when the indian orchestra was performing , she told me all these while patting my hair , linking both our arms and she even pat my cheeks . hahahahah so cute and the thing is she has never taught me any subject before and im clearly not close with her . so i was really taken a back , the curtains really pissed me off though -.- it kept brushing on me . and whenever i looked at my parents they were smiling and making funny faces cause they knew that i was stressing out too much :) and at the finale Mdm Nora cried , no comments seriously . hahahah and Mrs Chew even hugged me so tight at the end when i told her bye . bawwww she is such a cutie i swear :D my dad was a bit sad though , cause he said that if he knew that i was going to be the MC he would have brought the camera along . hahahah he was so sad about it :) but it is okay though i mean eventhough pictures are memories i guess the few pictures he took with his hp is good enough . but i dont understand why his hp camera is 12 mp and the pictures look a bit blur :( hahahaha i guess everyone did a good job :) my dad still cant get over it , he seemed so happy for me . even today he woke up saying that he dreamt of me on stage again .ROFL . im happy that everything went well :) if i do get any pics i will upload it :)

p.s : im taking the weekends to rest and i shall promise myself to start working hard starting by tommorow . and yes i've not done a single piece of homework .

sleep .

2011-03-24T04:21:00.000-07:00

hello , anyways tomorrow is awards night , i still think i have alot to improve . im worried . its different when there are guests . seriously what if i screw u p . haiz super embarrasing please ! panicking here , anyways past few days i have been having rehersals tiring much . and yup im back to my old habit ... it will fade off soon anyways . im so exhausted i really need alot of sleep . i feel so weak i wanna look 'awake' during awards night hahhahahaha . anyways today we had rehersals in ACS . it was alright and we had a one hour break before we went to class (Y) awesome right . hahahahaha and yeap i was wearing my 2PM concert tee and shorts the whole day . and during physics lessons i got so pissed off . haiz i really dont know why he keep on aiming me sia . i mean class is in a way 'over' and everyone have changed their place , some of them are sleeping and playing at the back of the class and u just had to aim me -.- seriously WTF , cant wait to get out of this school . anyways i shall go and get ready for tomorrow rehersals , im gonna practice my script and try to sleep early ^^

byes

2011-03-21T05:31:00.000-07:00

today had drama , and after that we had rehersals super shag . so will not be blogging much . byes

happy birthday :D

2011-03-17T23:56:00.000-07:00

anyways yesterday we celebrated fiqah and jaslin bday . fiq's bday is on the 15th and jas bday is on the 19th so we celebrated in the middle . hahhahaha anyways we told fiq that we are gonna celebrate jas bday and told jas that we are gonna ceebrate fiq's bday ... as in a suprise . so they totally fell for it . hahahaha i mean wouldnt it be obvious if we just said lets meet after school and stuff . so saf , jing hui and i baked cupcakes for them ... yumyum . eventhough it does not look perfect the taste was just awesome . had blue icing and colour sprinklers to make it look preetier . we even brought saf's nephew to jh house . hahhah so cute i make friends with him and he is only 7 . i even bought him sweets , sadly he calls me auntie sash -.- no choice uh saf's nephew mah . hahahah than we suprised them with the cupcakes and the candles were super hard to blow out . hahhaha it kept coming back again epic moment i swear . and we took polaroids credits to jing hui sister . their expressions were priceless lol . fiq was like " happy birthday jaslin " and jaslin was like " happy birthday fiqah " and they were like not me its u -.- and fiq was like eh there is my name hahahaha. had fun :) after everything went back home. sup-er tired and im not feeling well . IKR and today had rehersals -.- waste 2 hours of my time . later on im gonna have tution so i better rest . nites .

im back :)

2011-03-14T23:46:00.000-07:00

anyways hello everyone !!! im back :)

well im gonna shorten and summarise how my holiday was , well we left around noon reached malacca around 6 yeap we were lost in finding our hotel . and trust me the hotel we stayed for the first night was .... no comments hahaaha im not kidding i didnt like it that much , i just liked the size of it . it was as a living room . lol but it was so green . green curtains , pillows , paint etc . next day was fun we stayed in equatorial . right in the middle of the city ^^ we shopped and walked around .. heheheh it was still fun and we had korean bbq . yumyumyum and we were right infront of the tv that was playing all our favourite KPOP vids , Best and at night rupini , kumu and i went to karokae hahahah. it was cheap there and we had fun lol . both rupini and i weregoing nuts , hahahah it was fun though so the next day we got up went for a movie and played arcade while our parents were shopping ... watched rango , it is a good movie to teach kids not to waste water , never walk out of your own life , u should not lie ... blahblahblah . but other than that seriously dont bother watching it -.- and after that we had seafood at night and we went back home :))

not forgetting
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SYAFIQAH PARLAN ♥

I guess i dont have to tell u how much u mean to me and stuff , cause u know hahahahha anyways have fun baby . and thanks for being there for me ya :) i chose this pic cause it has been exactly a year since we took this pic ... hahahah fast uh . plus we will not be going out this year to celebrate her bday :( so sadly no new pics .

everyone the only thing you can do is pray .

2011-03-11T04:48:00.000-08:00

today school was fine , it was raining the whole day and yeap it was super cold ... yesterday dealt with a few misunderstandings , proud of myself :) hahahahah anyways there are so many hw , MT hw is considered alot ... there is gonna be maths extra lessons on mon but im not attending and there will be cca on thurs and fri -.- dies .i will be leaving tmr omg so fast , hopefully i have fun ahhh ^^

and im so shocked about the whole japan earthquake and tsunami issue ... this is bad news seriously . i found out about it late but i hope everyone there is fine ... almost every internet website is talking about this ... im really blessed to be in singapore 0.0 seriously not kidding . tumblr has been updating me with all the vids and pics and i swear is horrific ! aish what is happening to the world.. and even today the school fire alarm kept on ringing maybe this had something to do with it ... lol idk .. hopefully everyone is fine and hopefully my family and i are safe when we leave singapore . just pray .

holidays are coming

2011-03-09T01:03:00.000-08:00

the past few days has been going normal , tiring much but its okay i guess .... today i have no idea why but my freaking physics teacher just had to mess with me , seriously wtf . for once when i wanna pay attention he had to indirectly almost directly attack me . i dont wanna further talk about it la . it just totally spoiled my mood . i was not even talking la please . i have been have been sleeping early this past few nights . and i notice that after school reopens i will be having rehersals for the whole week -.- the others have to go on different dates just once a week while i'll be there for the whole week . awesome ehh and this friday during the holidays also got rehersals . ohhkayyy .... and the one week holidays are coming ♥ gonna spend the first three days of it overseas -.- i guess we all just need a short drive out of singapore . lol it is already MARCH 0.0 and fiqah and jas bdays are also coming . so manyt hings to do :)) shall blog next time than byes .

no regrets .

2011-03-06T05:10:00.000-08:00

hello everyone well i viewed my blog in internet explorer and it seems a bit weird , i think my blog looks way better in mozilla ... hahahah and yes im still figuring how to retrieve my archives -.- i know .... well today feels like a super hectic day . it just does not seem real . i am just happy the way i spoke just now , i;ve got no regrets ... changing the topic tmr is a MONDAY ! omfg i have no idea why but i dont feel like going to school... hahahah but i will most prolly go la .my head hurts to the max and my neck feels so painful , and this pain is only happening to one side ... weird much...hopefully i get better by tmr i wanna run . suprising rite . i know im gonna regret this quote when i really start running but it is just that i wanna do it , eventhough im super slow cause i really do hate running to death , im happy that i put in effort ... anyways the one week holiday is coming im kinda looking forward to it :D

byes

happy .

2011-03-04T16:56:00.000-08:00

looks like im constantly blogging eh :) hahahahaha

anyways i have been happy for the past few days , i have no idea why but just this feeling :) i was talking to my dad the previous night , he was asking about my friends and how school was going so we kinda like HTHT , weird right !?!?! but it felt good to talk to him about all of these , while talking to him about this i had this feeling of not moving T__T i know right , and my father had to brainwash me big time lol ... i wonder how is it going to be there lol . well yesterday after school was over jing hui and i went out to eat , she had some japanese food while i had longan tadpole desert , trust me the tadpoles look wrong and we were talking for super long we did not see the time passing by so fast .... and than it started raining so we went to ____________ and i bought a ______________ hahahahah im happy with my purchase ^^ so we continued walking around and than went to the bank after that we went back home :)) after it stopped raining and from the time i reached home i was using my com and i was lazing around ... yes i did nto go to jogathon and i heard that there will be severe punishment ..... ohhkayy lets see what happens ...

bye ♥

oh well ...

2011-03-03T00:31:00.000-08:00

helllooooo ,

well today i found ou that im still gonna mc awards night fyeah :) but than im also gonna mc awards week lol , so many awards -.- i bet its gonna be hectic even my teacher in charge is worried that i wont have time to eat lunch .... its okay i just need all of this experiences , i bet its gonna help me later ... today physics test :) FAIL yeap i just know it , i anyhow do ... if i get one mark i will be so freaking amazed seriously i totally gave up ... like i said i wanted my report book to show all passes .... but oh well seems like it is not gonna happen T_T so today during maths i dont know why i got so worked out , i notice that i get really pissed off when people start joking around with me weird much 0.o ... i was so pissed off just now i could have died lol but when i think about it now im just like ... i guess im PMS- ing lols.
so yeap thats about it today and tmr is jogathon im not going :)) and its already march omg ! the time is runnign so damn fast when it comes to academic stuff ..... okay than gotta go enjoy ur weekends

im happy :))

2011-03-01T00:15:00.000-08:00

I'm so happy !!!! Hahahaha first of all I'm gonna get awarded for being the best in MT for last year. Even if my Tamil class is small , I think this is a big achievement for me Hahahaha. I was just sitting at the back of the class writing down the p.o.a test date and I Was busy telling Jh and Jaslin that for MT its definitely not me. And the.next sec Mr gig announced My name !!!! Hehehe it felt like I was watching a movie. Lol my hands was shaking ttm for no reason I guess I'm just happy. Ahhh I'm pleased with myself. The problem is I'm the mc for the awards night and I'm gonna take the award... so I don't think I cant mc. I rather mc for award night than any other event cause its easier .... lol.... so let's just see what happens ....

So currently I'm here in drama BLOGGING Yeap we can do whatever we want -___- I'm waiting for the teacher to come so we can start the ( people not on the cast ) properly so Yeapp byes

new :D

2011-02-28T01:50:00.000-08:00

anyways im back to blogger , hahaha got me some time to get used to it ..... changed my blog skin , installed a new cbox and uploaded pics from prom and my 16th bday .... they are all not perfect but i like it the way it is :) relink me alright :) i will start blogging more often asap ... byes

Post

2011-02-25T21:02:00.000-08:00

hello , it has been a week since i blogged well . nothing much is going on for me to blog and whenever i say that im gonna edit my blog and stuff i cant do it cause i end up having tests and tution so i shall try my best to change my blog ..... well , i dont think im gonna blog that much for today ..... so yeap bye . lol.

hello ♥

2011-02-17T03:18:00.000-08:00

anyways tommorw im gonna have a p.o.a test and i have not even started studying for it yet ...i have only revised but i have not studied lols....im so dead . and i really need to pass my test . plus tmr i've got wellness -.- seriously wtf . im so sleepy i cant help to fall asleep but im trying my best to stay awake and to study . after tmr im gonna sleep for the whole day like an ass have tution the next day and go out :D shall blog next time i gotta go now :)

HAPPY VALANTINES DAY ♥

2011-02-14T05:05:00.000-08:00

finally today is valantines day !!!! hahahahah and yes i spend it with my gf ♥ so today i was not feeling well in the morning cause i had cramps :(( but i was exempted from running YEAH !!!! anyways i bought for my babies lingire ♥ and i wrote them a card which was as good as a 120 word essay hehehehehehe... im proud of myself so today after chem we exchanged gifts ( my clique ) JH bought a 2PM badge for me hahaha its now pinned on my bag , Jas bought me socks :) like those preety ones u wear at home and we exchanged chocs too so it was really good the atmosphere was fun :) lessons were as usual and we thought we had p.o.a aep and end up it got canceled i kinda expected it... everyones reactions So CUTE ! they were all screaming , and my clique we super fast get out of the classroom so we just went to mac had our lunch we chatted for so long .... i really miss chatting with them ever since school start and with so much of hw , assignments and tests we rarely get time to spend together .... we have not even go out since the start of this year sad life ....hahahaha its okay we will go out together during bdays... eventhough we meet in sch everyday we always have something new to talk about .... and yeap its sad that its our last year thinking about it freaking gives me goosbumps..... so anyways yesterday had chinese new year open house :) went to jas and JH house had steamboat and it was fun though... so most likely next sat will be going out CHUN YAN ( i update already -.- ) , JONATHAN and SYAFIQAH :) its been long since we talked to so yeap .... i shall update more la ... i need to edit some stuff of my blog also it seriously seems dead , and i should get more sleep ......

oh ya and on valantines day chansungie had to do a kiss scene with that woman in dream high fml .... they had to do it for three hours :( SAD LIFE

valantines day is coming ^^

2011-02-07T06:43:00.001-08:00

anyways it has been super long since i blogged , not because i had lots of things to do i was just lazy . anyways school has started tests has started too . i even failed my maths test . yeah i know right. and i have a another test which is also maths on wed , i have a feeling that im gonna fail ...... but yeah im just gonna try hard. have been revising for the past few days but i have been totally slacking today so yeah most likely i study tmr lorh... today i never go school I SWEAR I OVERSLEPT ! hahahahha oh and im in wellness yeah perfect ahh ....... i passed my chem test with a distinction ^^ my eng was a just pass and my geo suprisingly i passed hahahahah. i thought i will fail serious. first time passing my geo common test in two years lo. anyways so many things has been happening lately . its kinda stressful but i guess i just have to accept it -.- i have no idea why i dont blog as much as last time . im so into my tumblr and twitter yeah im not even that intrested in fb . anyways valantine's day is coming . im gonna spend it alone this year :) and yeah im gonna get small gifts for my peeps . i mean , i think we are gonna spend that much of time next year . so yeah . just a lil bit of love from me :D i have already made up my mind what to buy for them i shall go this friday :) so now i think i shall go to bed . and tmr i better revise my maths . all i need is a just pass :)

valantines day is coming ^^+

2011-02-07T06:43:00.000-08:00

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2011-01-17T06:07:00.000-08:00

hahaha so long i never post , lols sorry tay chun yan :D anyways school has already started common tests have already started . and seems like the firs month of the year is gonna end soon . i still have so many mix feelings seiously im still in holiday mood . like i just cant pay attention in class and even if i do i feel like im lagging . i have this sudden panic feel to everything i do . and i get so disturbed easily . i cant even sleep peacefully . i just feel messed up . like now . haiz. i dunno lah maybe i will get used to it later. school is going fine i guess , other than the fact im losing out in chem and p.o.a . like im just so damn slow in it and i have no idea why am i like this .sucks to the core . u know what i dont even know what my ambition is anymore , therefore i dont even know why am is studying .

school

2011-01-07T22:35:00.000-08:00

school has already started , super fast huh its gonna be the second week of jan ... anyways next week is gonna be hectic , there is gonna be AEP and tutions and stuff . i mean i personally feel AEP should start later but its okay this year is my Os , cant screw it up no matter what ! urmmm , some stuff have changed in the school like the recess timing and assembly and stuff , i like fridays though excluding the assembly cause it ends faster :) i visited a few poly open hses for some reason i really like SP and RP , i just like the enviroment and stuff ..... but courses wise i have no idea where to go .. like i dont know what to choose . i mean i dont wanna take something that would bore me to death , i wanna learn something that i like and will never regret about . aish so many things that i have to figure out . i really wanna go poly :) no qns about that :D but in a way i kinda regret coming back to secondary school ..... just the fact that i have to go through tests , exams and ccas . haiz i just have mixed feelings but i know at the end i will be happy with whatever i do :)) ♥

Post

2010-12-31T00:39:00.000-08:00

happy advanced new year everyone , another 4 more days school is gonna start , and i know i have not been blogging that much iw ill go back to blogging again once school start aite , bye ♥

♥

2010-12-08T02:16:00.000-08:00

anyways it hasd beeen a very long time since i blogged . cant be bothered to explain stuff . prom is over my concert is over :D holidays are gonna be over soon . and my results , are due next week . hopefully i can go through next year seriously . i have been enjoying my holidays too much to the extent i forget about my results . aish . i need to go to sec 5 , if i dont i really dunno what to do . this holidays kinda suck . i mean cause i dont really meet my friends that often , we did say we would meet up as much as possible but we all are busy with work and stuff. if now we cant meet how about next year when we are all not in the same school , haiz must think positive :) im sure we will meet :D anyways im super tired . gotta go .

TWO channie spam , cause imma happy girl :D

2010-11-16T23:08:00.000-08:00

anyways deepavali is over , and prom is coming . haiz ive got less than a week . but i did come across a dress it is plain black , but i think it is very preety :D have been going for prom window shopping for the past 2 days im exhausted . haiz ,first day went out with sharifah , fieza , saf and zawir never go sheesha lols . imma good girl :) hahhaha so while i was with saf i saw the black dress :) but she said that it was very simple and plain . i kinda like it that way though . and the next day after work i met Rupini , showed her the dress and she liked it hehehehe . and we saw this jacket omfg super nice , rmbr i was saying that i wanted a baseball jacket hahahah yeah i found where it was ikt is around $38 . than we saw another jacket with the american flag on it . prolly buying it before the concert hahaha . And 4TH DECEMBER is coming !!! im super essited !! i need to shop like big time ! but i dont wanna spend my money i mean i think i should keep isome of it for emergency ..... hahahahaha today im not gg out anywhere super tired ! and it has been raining . so tmr i will be going out again to buy my dress :D and shoes annnndddd accessories . oh and i bought a blouse that looks similar to what channie has . im so happy :D i feel super high today haiz . okay byes

i just wanna sleep .

2010-11-02T23:44:00.000-07:00

it has been almost a week since i blogged.... nothing much has happened but im loving my holidays. still cleaning up my house nd making cookies hopefully it ends by today :) i still havent shop for my deepavali clothes -____- anyways this few days are gonna be super packed with loads of visiting . on friday my relatives are coming over to my house . im just gonna be super tired . omg im not looking forward to it . and yes im still jobless...i will just be working for 3 days in the salad shop .... other than that i will just be at home . so do call me if anything . hahahahahah random much :)

byes ♥

Picnic at SBG :)

2010-10-26T05:38:00.000-07:00

anyways yesterday went to SBG , it was okay just that it is super hot , and we were all super shag just because we had to walk alot ... we packed our own food. but on wednesday...we are still going SBG -.- we planning to have a picnic....hahahahah essited much.

today : 26/10/2010

i met my dearest NAOMI NATASHA .... it has been super long since we met , we met before our Ns and we had so many things to talk and catch up on .... so around 12pm , we were actually suppose to meet at 11am , but i was late.... hahahha anyways i bought her this mini cake ... and than mether near the control station... from there we took a train to orchard and than took a bus to SBG, yeap again -.- lols.... anyways we had a picnic there , cause i didnt know what to buy her i cooked for her as aa birthday present..lols...she is still alive , im telling u i can cook ^^ than we HTHT , took very little pics cause we were just too tired...both of us had vry little sleep the night before . so we ended up lying on the mat almost about to sleep...so actually i wanted to suprise naomi cause i couldnt meet her during her bday , i lied to her tat i have to go to the toilet end up borrowing a lighter.... yes i did borrow a lighter.... and than i came back and kinda make her move away from the place so i trid removing the cake cover but i could not...lol and naomi was just too fast so i ha to keep the cake away -.- and when she went back to her sleeping position she was like why is thee a candle here ? and i was like shit she found out s i took out the cake , hahahaha and she tried opening the cover but end up the cake fell upside down on the mat...lols...that is why it is in that state it is actually choc fudge cake with white choc patterns...lol... but it is okay so she was happy i sang her a birthday song...we crapped longer and than went back home...but we were jut supe duper tired...i wonder why... lols

hopefully tommorow will go well gonna have a picnic with fiq , rose , jh and saf again at SBG ... i think im gonna be a SBG expert soon lols....keep on going there -.-

mess

2010-10-24T03:38:00.000-07:00

jobless , lazy ttm , not going out much , relatives in my house , house is a mess , deepavali is coming soon = CHAOS

and i am going for the MNET ultimate live asia show...heheheh 2PM IS COMING !!!!!!! YEAH !!!!!!! but im paying with my deepavali money wtf rite , aish whatever im still going :D

fake

2010-10-21T05:59:00.000-07:00

anyways i have been at home cleaning and stuff ........ and in a way im satisfied that what im doing is effective ^^ i cant wait for next week like seriously , cause im suppose to stay at home until my younger bro exams start -.- yeah im suppose to help him with his studies .... the thing is im not , im just minding my own business lols.....so next tues will be the start of his hell and my real holiday :D thats why im like doing my chores asap.... plus i injured my leg...long story it hurts ttm ..... and i cant move :( aish , hopefully it would get better tommorow when i meet my babies for bruch ♥

MNET

2010-10-18T20:36:00.000-07:00

omg , i have been super super lazy for the past few days , and i am currently jobless -.- yeap everyone start work already and i am here at home rotting and waiting for someone to call me and say that i have got the job ...... since Deepavali is coming i have been spring cleaning my house and stuff , so tiring....that is why i really dont look forward for this kind of occassions , such a turnoff but i notice that now days i really have no life lols.....i dont go out much eventhough i dont like slacking in my house that much for some reason i just sit in my room and emo......hahahahaha maybe i prefer the peace and quiteness in my house lols....im crapping again. so yeah like everyday i wake up i on my com and i have my tumblr , twitter , fb , youtube waiting for me :D hehehehe okay than byes my tumblr is calling me...

I'LL BE BACK

2010-10-12T00:06:00.000-07:00

yes and this are all my babies :)

anyways N LEVELS ARE OVER ! omg rmbr i said i am gonna say this sentence real soon...Ns were okay but i am just scared about my results , i was happy about my p.o.a though , for the first time in my life i could balance my balance sheet :D but still the theory part no comments , i did screw up in my maths paper 1 though :( hopefully i go to sec 5... lets not talk abouit Ns alright , but since my exams are over i have nothing to do , it feels so awkward like i always had something to study but now i basically sit and slack , cant wait to start my work...yeap i am gonna work in my aunt's boutiqe hopefully i dont screw up -.- and i maybe having other smaller jobs with fiqah and saf , and yes i should go for my piano and singing lessons too .... i havent sign in for them yet.... and 2PM IS COMING TO SINGAPORE ! have i said that before ?? okay anyways im so essited...like i have to go ! hahahaha and im in love with my desktop it is nsuper fast but its just that i have dumped my netbook and all my 2pm pics are in my netbook....sobs ....hmmm i seem so hyper , maybe i'm going out with my mom to do some shopping for my house....and since i have nothing much to do for this period of time i shall blog more...

AND 2PM HAVE RELEASED THEIR NEW ALBUM ! (L)

bye for now.

2010-09-25T06:48:00.000-07:00

i know i have not beeblogging much..i shall start bloggingafter Ns ... aish remembe i said that one day im gonna say woah Ns anoterfew more days only uh...yeah it is hppening now...i have not properly started yet...im screwed/dead. i dunno hy i cant seem to concentrate...my tution teacher was repatly saying that im different...i myself dont know what is happening...i dot even know whether i can pass my Ns ..... im thinking about plan B. by looking at my prelms and by me doing my SS paper...i dont la...seriously got no comments...shall blog more next time..byes

mess

2010-09-17T05:40:00.000-07:00

rigt now my life is like this pic...a mess

anyways past few days has been normal....school on wed suck big time one of my worst days off my life...i swear...i was having fever my eyes kept on twiching..i just wanted to go home so badly...an i was super pissed suring p.o.a lesson...all i can say is i ouldnt even see properly becaue of my eyes thats why i wanted to the toilet...i kept on asking you....i kno that i have nee waled ou of ur class but it was seriously an emergency...that feelingof me vomitting is so disgusting that obviously i HAD to go to the toilet...you told me that i as busy laughing and stuff....yeah im guilty of that. everyone around me we maing jokes andstuf obviosly i had to laugh...and i DID cry okay...yeah i was thT BAD....you say i must show you that im sick....u are a better actres than me..seriously what are u talking about ? do u even uneerstand urself...u talk like i have never done any ofthe work u have given me...u said thaat if i do one T- account i can go to the washrom..i cant even see well what you want me to do sia ? nd are u sure that u will really alow me to go to the washroom...oky fine u scolded me...but whats wth u compaing about other people...seriously...u kept on saying that you have good reason to tell the princial or the VP why u never let me go to the toilet...i have a much better reason...what would hapen to you if u let me go to the toilet...seriously it is just gonna take me 5mins...im not gonna stay there or soethingright...seriously i got no comments la..it was just about the toilet and u made a big fuss out of it -.-

thursday , never go school ...had breakfast with Syafiqah again :) go home..slept back around 2plus jing hui , fiqah and jaslin cameover...they were in my room -.- wile i was in the wahroom ... crapped for a bitthan everybody went back home.copied one of my geo qns 5 TIMES...

friday , school aspe normal....had no aep...teachers had some kind of lunch...followed jing hui and iris to uy he teens mag ( had shinee )...than go to comics.C hehehhehe bougt a 2PM coin pouch....seriously cant wait for their comeback stage i know comics.C is gonna pump up more new 2pm stuff :D andi have yet to study...iv got so man things to study but im not...so i shall start BB :)

this past few days suck...big time

2010-09-14T01:54:00.000-07:00

anyways thiviya bdaa was normal...but i was seriously pissed because of somebody's crap..naomi followed me ( thanks dearie ) eventhough she stood me up for such a long time....thiviya said that she liked the present hahahahah....yup it's pantiies...lol...afte the party went to hong kong cafe wit rupini and loga...had mang dessert yum yum..tha go back hoe HTHT for a while and wen to bed...super tired...i couldnt sleep cause my boday was so painful :( next day none of my cliqe peeps were there...super pissed off...and the best part there were no teachers..yeah it was like a holiday iin class...couldnt tahan...so i went back home ask my daddy come and pick me up...rather waste myttime at home thyan in school...aish...anyways yesterda found out that i culd actually but the jay part fan meeting / concert tix...i have the cash im free on that day...everything is perfect but prob is my dad he is too worried about my Ns...damn...than he talk to me also make m feel like i should not go...but it is leadaja !!! i wanna go :((

today , school was normal...i had breafast with SYAFIQAH.P ... she lucky sia no need go school -.- we HTHT got more things to tell her sia...but no time -.-..i have no idea hy but during maths class i was so sleepy...like as though i was under medication...seriously i couldnt stop dozing off.today was a bit slack but still got study...and im havin my period...aish HATE IT ! super pain so after school...go back home never go AEP.. and i failed p.o.a by a mark and i improved in my geo...i must seriously work harder...big time.urmmm...so right now im in my room slacking shall start studying later...ohh and i ot back my phone :D

*seriously i have no idea whats ur prob...if u read this im sue u will know it is you...seriously when will u learn from ur mistake !? you think that is what girls want from you uh...you really disgust me...im not someone that you can just use...asshole if uyou are so obessed over it why dont u go and do it wth ur mom / sister..typical indian despo...*

he is not who you think he is...

2010-09-11T22:22:00.000-07:00

anyways english, MT and SS is over....now i still havemy combine science , maths , p.o.a and geography.... seriously i feel they sould have put p.o.a together with the first three exams so we got more time to study the other subjects...and sincce than i have been slacking i still havent even memorise one chapter yet...awesome shit rite...i keep on telling myself t study but it dosent seem to work... -.- i already screwed up a bit..i better not screw up my remaing exams... there are so little days ! aiyoh planning to have a week each for every chapter...so if u really look at it my week to study my geo is officially over...dead...i better start studying from tommorow...but tumblr , twitter and youtube is not leaving me alone ! hahahahahahaha anyways i cleaned my drawer yesterday i have a total of 3 huge draweres and i only cleaned one which took me 3 hours...i know rite ! i ha so much of junk...so many wallets and clips no idead why -.- and earrings ( my mom used to have a shop at bugis so my earrings come from there )...but the thing is i dont use all these stuff -.- such a waste of money and my younger bro suprisingly helped me...hahahah i think he pity me ..seriously i was a mess yesterday and kept getting pissed off becaue of my drawer..lols but im all done now everything is neat a perfect start for school tommorow ( for me ) . today got thivya bday party...a small celebration i actually got no plans to go...but i feel bad la so im going with my baby naomi :D she better not go missing on me today ... byes

p.s : for the past few nights i have been having really good dreams that feel so real and im dreaming of only one person weirdly...i have no idea why ..

heartbreaker

2010-09-07T06:37:00.000-07:00

Anyways why is onsugar bitching...seriously my current name is no prasashini but siti nadirah ?? aiyah onsugar stop it lah ! anyways today ad my MT listening compre and SS paper..listening compre not so bad was manageable but SS was such a huge heartbreaker...i studied too much in my god governance , bu seriously it never come out but lucky sri lanka conflict coe out sia...and the essay was so easy compared to prelims and stuff but the sbq i got no comments sia...i already suck big time in sbq actually i was rally good in sbq during my mid year i myself dont know what happen...but after doing today paper im seriously sad...i can cry sia i swear..i put in so much of effort but it didnt turn out the way i thought it would..most of my freinds were saying how easy SS paper was...you know how i felt ? shit ... that was how i felt i was so dissapointed in myself , and im really worried...i mean SS is one of my good can make it kinda subject , if im gonna screw up in thishow am i gonna do the rest....aiyah....nevermind i should listen to what my dd say just do my best and putin all my effort...but seriously i cant stop tinking about today....sad so im listening to sign :)

happy birthday beyonce....happy 2nd year annivesary 2pm

2010-09-04T00:57:00.000-07:00

most of my beyonce pics are in my desktop :(

first of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEYONCE ! it hasalreay been a year...and yes the firrst post that i posted in my onsugar , if im not wrong is beyonce's birthday post...

anyways happy birthday eventhough i have not concentrated much in you...i still love you :) ur always my role model....i swear you are one of the best singers out there , i have been a fan of you since i was 10 years old...i loved destiny's child so much , kelly , michelle and you.. when u guys splited it was realy sad for me . however i still continued to listen to all your songs...like cater to you , loose my breath , soilder , emotions....many more ! i swear i even bougt ur album !! hahahaha the ffirst album i boughtwith my money...u guys are the first group that made me cry just after the first time listening to ur song...hahhaha cater to you wa the song ... lols .. beyonce i have always been a fan and i always will...ur seriously awesome ! i love the way you dance and sing....u can do so many things ur super multi-talented yet u are humble and really quiet :D i justlove you for the way you are...and yes today i have been listening to your songs :)

their serious sides...

their nonsense sides

shall not post too many pics hahahaha...

going to you hotties....HAPPY 2ND YEAR ANNIVERSARY you guys !!

yes it is 2PM's anniversary...im really happy for you'll... eventhough i started takin notice of you guys months bfore...im really in ove itth you'll...hehehe this is what 2pm cando to people they make people who do not know anyting rlated to koreans fall in love wth them ! hahaha and that has happen to not only meut s many other people i know...and yes w HOTTEST are very good in influencing people...hahahahaha ... you gus are uber cool...you'll ar not any kind of normal k-pop group seriously...frankly i was no interested in k-pop cause i thought they were too girly and stuff...but u proved me wrong...eventhough i startedloving k-pop bcause of mblaq....u guys are making me more attracted to k-pop...hahahaha...i love the way youll sing and perform...i swear ur songs are not normal k-pop sngs..that u can get tired with easiy. you guys are multi-talented and no matter every one of you'll have that 2pm charm...and obviously you cant ignore them...2pm are ra beast idols...are real men...all of them have abs , all of them can sing , dance and all ofthem re super funny....tey have gone through alot of things with jay park andstuff...no matter what i love all 7 of them... they are personally the best group out there...they have all gone through so many hardships...but seriously accept it you guys im not saying the other groups are crap...but think about it be truthful to yourself be neutral and you can see , seriously which group in k-pop is the best (this generation) ... so many advertisments , performances, awards, interviews , reality shows , quality performances and lovable character...and like i always say u love one of them u love everyone :) saranghae

mayday

2010-08-30T07:18:00.000-07:00

omg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im super pissed off !!! i blogged so much and my com suddenly went blank shit ! so i have my husband's pic...hehehe pure hotness u dont like him ur pasal ! anyways toda had MT hot housing , super boring , waste my time...crapped with thiiya (only) , copied her hw and keep on gg toilet until my teacher pissed off with me...urmmm oh yeh tomorow not going back to my primary school...cant be bothered ! hahahah i wanna ee my teachers but not the restof them .... lols.... first year im like that sia...actually tmr not planning to go school..but the prob is i never go school last friday andtmr somebody perfrming :p so must go -.- but what's up with the whole running thing lols...after that gonna go watch step up 3 , hahahah i know rite ... everybody go watch sia...so tm most likely me , fiqah , jinh hui and safwanah going..we couldnt go last week cause fiqah had her dance practice and i had my tutions so tmr im FREEEEE !! WE ARE ALL FFFRRREEEEEEEE!!!! YESSAAAAA!!! hahahah cant wait , urmm oh yeah next week Ns already sia s fast it was only like a few months ago i was saying that Ns still got time..its super fast its next week ! cant wait for it to end :) but at the sae time my results have to be good la so must study :) this week is super pack for me , tmr after my movie and watching a bit of my family outing 2...i shall continue study...haiz i hope i make it 0t sec 5.. actually i got blog other things just now...but now i cnt rmbr..kekke

byes

piano.

2010-08-26T21:17:00.000-07:00

anyways i've got back few of my results...dissapointig..sem were improvements...some were seriousy bad marks....makes me really worried whether i can make it to sec 5...everyone around me are saying that i can make it...trust me i've got no confidence...but i shall study hard work my ass out...i've got so many things planned after my Ns...planning to go fo piano lessons too...hahaha i know random rite , but i kinda regret stopping my piano lessons wheen i was young...i heard brown eyed girls sign accoutic version,, woah seriously blew me away...i wanna play the piano and sing like that ! big time... also planning to go for singing lessons...hmmm what else oh bungee jumping is a MUST ! heehe and i wanna really have fun...but i need money rite and im gonna have a 3month break...so i shall work part-time dont worry not at fast-food outlets :) so i dot have to burden my parents :) so man things..problem is Ns ar not over yet...and when it completes im gonna be so happy so i shall work my ass off...im gonna ask myparents to hide my netbook away...seriously i cant live without it...i nevergo school today and i have been using my com since morning until now...almost the same hours i spend in school...lols okay BYES !

say goodbye...

2010-08-24T03:39:00.000-07:00

friday , 20th august 2010..

happy birthday tan jing hui !!!! i dont hav to tell u how much u mean to me cause u alreay know -.- hehhe so yeah...after chemistry paper got readey for jh suprise bday party...oh god so many obstacles hahahahah...but still had fun eventhough i got pissed off and was at the point where i wanted to leave... could see tat she was super suprised..hahahaha she really thought we totally had no plans for her...she uh dan cute cause after the suprise bday party we chit chat and she was telling us her expectations on her bday , but nothing like that happened so she was obviously sad and pissed off with us... hehhehe than there was this mini cake fight...omg that turned super big ... we were all messed up her house was super dirty also...than had a few k-pop talk and some vids and than went back home :) covered in chocalate..at home i was rolling all over like a pig...seriously sit here and there...and slack ... than went out with my family it has been a really long time that we went out together to watch a movie and eat seafood...hahaha than come back home super shag.

21 august 2010

nthn much stayed at homethe whole day agan slack...eening had tution...than continue to slack

22 august 2010

metfiqah and he younger sis..to go shop or jh bday present...her sister super cute she kepton talking to me...hahaha yes ive got a new 8 yearold friend :) than fiqah had her ears pierced again...i got a stud that looks ike junsu ear stud just that mie was green ) i like the colour . came across shermaine , shopped in cotton on fiqah bought a dress for herself.than we went back home..ohh we went to the libary too :D my mom seriously uh , she waslike i know why u come home early...ad i was like why ? andshe said " BECAUSE SYAFIQAH FASTNG ! HAHAHAHAHA if not u guys will talk and talk and talk"

and i was like " yeah u also what... almost all ur friends malay " hehehe than got ready for school by packing my bag :)

23 august 2010

chun yan made my day BIG TIME ! after 4 years he go me a bday present hehehehe it was a 2pm keychain...yes im in love with chansung but jaebeom is also awesome so its okay...yeah he got me jaebeom ..lols than he also got fiqah and jh keychain of shinee...all beated bday gifts :) than hadnormal lssons...maths fail...awesome...worried for sec 5 super loads of careless mitaake...suppose to watch step up 3...but dont ask wy never go lah..aish.

24 august 2010

WHICH IS TODAY ! two bitches never come school...yeah MISS SYAFIQAH PARLAN AND MISS TAN JING HUI... tsk tsk so slacked with saf...hadrecess with thiviya found out alot of stuff...seriously that girl we were talking aout i got no comments la...seriously can never trust anyone lik that...gt back my SS paper..my section A fail...obviously i never study globalisation. section B distnction...woah seh....i happy :D i really put in ffort for mySS not counting my globalisation chapter overall pass...but it is just an average pass quite dissapointed in myself...ohhh andduring physics lesson my phy teacheras like prasa u pass...so randomly -.- lols. i was like 0.0 okay...and h was like keep it up , u see i know u can do it...hahahhah at that point felt bad for torturing him for the past 2 years...hhahaha after that had so many lessons of ss...hd aep of ss coudnt stop yawning..and saf u gotta stop trying to hook me up with that guy...haahahahaa .. saf is super cute she really want me to get att -.- thats about it...

oh and N LEVELS ARE COMING SOON -.-

prelims....gonna be over...

2010-08-19T03:11:00.000-07:00

omg...i just blogged and my post is missing..okay wth...im gonna blog again..anyways tommrow is the last paper !! YEAHHHH !!! so fast...time really passes by super fast....and Ns are gona start soo n...haiz scared .... anyways other than chem i think maths andgeo was tough the rest wasnt that bad....just that i should hav studied more -.- i am really sleepy and tired now...but got no choice must studyfor tommorow...an tommorow...im gonna slack the whole day...and tthan start studying all over again..hahahaha....anyways today had my p.o.a paper...whatever i studied / meorised all came out just that...i was not able to remember stuff..seriously i was damn pissed off with myself...whatever i studied came out but i just got stuck...so many careless mistakes u know ! i just hate that 'getting stuck' feeling in my exams thats why i studied end up... -.- no comments i really felt like crying sia...wtf...but not to worry i shall do better for my Ns :) maybe tommorow im gonna change my blog i man...edit stuff so many crap in it...hahahaha...okay than...and yea about the ppl who think Ns levels are tough shut up..u dont wana study ur poblem...it is still an exam -.- ass

bye loves !

update.

2010-08-14T20:12:00.000-07:00

it has been superlong snce i have blogged...hahaha i think it has been more han a week..i think my previous pot was about my birthday...hahaha stil cant get over it :D and somebody till havent give me my bday gift yet.....hahahahah jk its okay :) so im still preparing for my prelims...suepr stressfulllllll......i am damn tired...trust me and i am having so may tution days that i really dont have alot of time for myself....memorize...practice...balh blah blah i jut cant wait for MY N LEVEL to be over...seriously...and seems like alot of ppl who i know are going to ITE.damn... okay i have to o back to studying now...i shall continue blogging as much as possible...and i really need to edit my blog.

3 words , 8 letters

2010-08-03T19:38:00.000-07:00

loads of things hav happened recently. just that i dont have time to blog...mybe on a friday aite...need to stud for tmorow's SS exams... and im not feelingwell today.awesome shit...anyways bye !

ohh and sorry baby for not coming to sch..hope u find somene to sit with uring p.o.a :)

easy..

2010-07-30T09:21:00.000-07:00

anyways i just viewed fiqah's blog hahaha i didnt see the pics of me being in he state of shock sia...sill cant get over what they did for me...i can just keep on bragging about it to everyone i know...cause i love them...and thhey know it too...hahahaha..now days there have been quite a few problems...everyonehas something bad to say about each other...damn i just hte that feeling la...like seriously...but ive got nthn o say..seriously i cant tell them to deal with it by themselves too. currenty its 12.04 and im sitting all by myself listening to music and doing my p.o.a tution hw...haiz...ming qian came over earlier and we had the same nail polish colour awesome shit rite...hahaha we were like 'eh is our toenails the same colour ?' an it is the same brand too...hahahahaa anyways im listening to betonce and i got te lyrics wrong sia...i have never got them wrong before,, damn.... im dissapointed this are the side effects of loving kpop i guess...

pics of my pre bday are in some of my darling blogs and fb... i will just be positng few of them :)

thi are the remaining pics of my sprise bday party :)

pictures from suprise bday party :D

2010-07-29T01:32:00.000-07:00

basically this are my suprise bday pics...i look super tired cause i just came back from my N LEVEL MT oral....so yeah and again thanks to everyone who have wished me and who have given me bday presents...i cant ask for anything more....i know most of my bday presents are edible hahaha but i will still rmbr them..and to my darlings especially the ones that planned my bday present i really cant ask for anything more...love u guys to the max ! :)

BIRTHDAY :D

2010-07-28T01:34:00.000-07:00

anyways i have not been blogging often ... anyways im officially 16 ! AT LAST ! hahahahaha so basically

on sunday 25th july 2010

had a small pre bday celebration with my darlings...it was quite fun a bit boring here and there though.... we went to kbox than went to esplanade roof top to take pics...yeah it has been such a long time since i go to esplanade wanted to go other places to take pics but end up esplanade -.- but we still took lots of pics... and im gonna wash some of them and ut it in an album life a memory kinda thing...after that went back home cause the next day we all had school and jing hui was not feeling well , sabrina had to go home early , fiqah had tution and jasline left with her ... so i was left with NAOMI , SHARIFAH , SAFWANAH and AUDREY...yeap than we went back to yew tee excluding saf and had kfc as our dinner..than those three darlings sent mee back home till my doorstep :D but yes , i was a bit dissapoin ted cause some of them had to leave early and i usually dont go out...

26th july

nothing much happened just that most of my friends were wishing me happy bday thinking that it ws my birthday hahahaha as u can see my fb i was like 'thank you but today is not my bday ' LOLS...oh and RUPINI...oh god where do i start , she told me she will meet me outsidee my school around 2.10 but she end up coming early and she was in my school canteen...yeah tell me about it...i thought she was kidding when she said that she was in my school...and i was in the state of shock when i saw her sitting in my school canteen she was wearing formal attire , because of her poly so maybe the security guard thought she was a arelief teacher or something , it seems he never even ask heer any qns just let her go in...i mean wth la i feel so safe now...and she stayed till 10 plus...long story and i totally forgot to eat my dinner so i ate just a bit and i had fish and guess what...15 min before 12 fish bone got stuck in my throat...i did try swalloing bread , rice , whatever the ways were i did it but still it was stuck there you know it was a huge bone i almost had to go to the hospital and it had to happen on that day...wtf but after 2 hours yeap 2 hours it was okay.

27th july

my birthday !! got presents , chocalates and lots of people wished me via fb , text messages and face to face :) and i gave everyone snicker chocalate mini bars..i always give something small to my classmates and my other friends every year last year were cupcakes. this year were chocalates...but i was quite dissapointed that my close friends...likr the really close ones did not give me anything anddid not even wish me happily like something was obviously going wrong la.and they kept on asking me to meet jing hui cause she was sick and they were all like 'lets go visit her ' and i was like oh okay so had my tamil oral it was easy though, banu was there with me too than her dad send me to our school bus stop and safwanah and sharifah fetched me from there and we walked to jing hui's house...and yeap i did suspect something...so when i entered in the house the first thing that was playing was 2PM's heartbeat and it was chansung's part and i got so excited i was like pointing at him and doing weird stuff , and jh was like saying that the rest of them were in her room. but when i turned all of them syafiqah , audrey , jasline and sabrina were there with a cake ! hahahaha i was so freaking happy and beside them 2pm poste3r the one from comics connection was hanging on the wall omfg ! i was super duper happy ! i was screaming , and laughing so many mixed emotions.... fiqah even told me that she couldnt make it cause she has dance practice lols liar...hahaha she cant lie to me face to face that well eventhough i suspected it i didnt expect them to do sucha thing...seriously and i even got a bit emotional cause they did put in effort...i loved the poster especially on monday which is 25th july when i was walking past comics connection with rupini the pioster was missing i got so freaking pissed off la...i was even complaining to iris that it was gone...i was even cursing the person lols...now it is hanging in my room...so yeah we did take pics...we had the cake than we chatted and syafiqah , sharifah , safwanah and sabrina walked me back to my lobby....they went to limabang mac i was so happy and thankful la...they were so thoughtful. ! and i couldnt stop smiling...at night went out with my family to eat fish n co...and i was just too exhausted that i slept in my car so we did not have any chance of gg out..maybe nect time :)

28th july

seriously got caught for nothing a couple of times...but the best part was i did not bring my chem TYS and mr shanmugam asked me to stand sometimes he say i can sit , sometimes he ask me to stand sia...lols but when he opened his pencil case he saw the snicker bar that i gave him...yeap i gave those to all my subject teachers on that day and he let me sit down...hahhaha cute eh...lols....but had no mood during p.o.a . had no a.e.p and now im back home gonna have tution....damn nowdays i really love coming back home early

i shall upload the pics when ive got time most of them are in fb :)

sunday fever :)

2010-07-23T02:56:00.000-07:00

gonna blog shortly today .. school was as per normal just that i had to go for that confference thing...we had to wait for more than 30 minutes you know..seriously la ! super long !!! than we went in the conference room and they had so many crackers , drinks and fruits it looked like as though we were having a picnic...it also looked like they were bribing us hahahaha...and they asked qns and yeah i did answer directly...after that had maths aep we only left liike 30 mins..i was so lost on where we were after that went back home and now gonna have tution cant wait for this sunday :)

dreams

2010-07-21T06:38:00.000-07:00

school was normal today , i seriously dunno what the hell he wants from me sia ... its so obvious that he keeps on picking on me....seriously had normal lessons...tamil was super boring and had 3 periods of p.o.a with no teacher but had work to do...after that had craving for food...i seriously had no fast food for such a long time so had KFC with saf and fiqah , after that had tution for super long and i had a tution test.... yeah tell me about it -.- tution just ended like 30 mins ago now im gonna do my maths homework and if i can still can make it i shall revise but other than that im really tired...i can pass ou any time i hate this feeling and i keep on having this thought of me having 20 points...yeah like just becqaue of one point i have to go to ITE....im not saying ITE is bad its just that , i wanna go sec 5 and im so scared that i would not be able to go sia...tsk tsk seriously...

HELLO TAY CHUN YAN !

2010-07-20T01:44:00.000-07:00

anyways...i have not bloggd for quite sometimes nothing much happened during my weekends but on last saturday went to eat dinner with both of mine and rupini's family. at nandos...the food was good we went there to have dinner cause her parents were leaving to aus on the 19th juy...yeap one day before her bday...so we crapped as usual i was just looking at this waiter he looked like he was in his teens but he kinda spilled some drinks on one of the customers...such a big mess...felt super bad for him..hahaha but i thought that he looked damn inocent..hahahaha okay anyways she got me dried mangoes !!!!! YESSAAA at last ! than we drive to clarqe quay i mean seriously we were there on a sat night and i had to be there with my parents when im suppose to be there with my friends..bought turkish ice-cream :) and walked around than drove to rupini's house crapped more , had more fun about 2PM and HTHT too...and left there qat 4.30am.

18th july ,

normal had tution...after that studied by myself and just spend my whole day at home :)

19th july ,

back to school...lols and got super pissed off with him dont let me sg=tart over again okay ! i mean isnt it suppose to be a volunteer kinda thing so why did u have to force me , and if i said ive got something personal to go for...just leave me alone uh must u really force me still can say that its volunteer....damn u , and i wasnt even talking la to tell u the truth i was dazing away...okay fine but why must you say that i talk and still stare at me...seriously la...go give ur ugly attitude face somewhere else okay,..and u are so freaking childish that u wana get 'revenge' and still can ask me to read the slide...the BEST part was that you can tell me "im not picking on you " WTF ! i seriously go get life la okay...dont let me go complain what happened that day !...( some people only know) and serously ur uper pathetic :) take that

20th july ,

school was normal had no aep today !!! BEST !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUPINI !

hope you have an awesome time , and as i said your only 17 so dun dread over it..hahahaha u got my message and you know how much you mean to me :) no matter what i will always be there :) im such a good kid hehe....

look at that eveil face-.-

oh ya when we were out on last saturday we took lots of pics...but im not gonna show em :)

ice box

2010-07-16T05:15:00.000-07:00

anyways...school was normal...alot of things happened and im just too tired to talk about it...so yeah...had aep ended early than go to JH house with fiqah...exercised using her trackmill...K-POP...hmmm reach home bath , dinner prayers and currently using the com and im gonna shut it down before 9 :)

AND HELLO TAY CHUN YAN !

hahahhah...constant reader :)

fall

2010-07-13T05:38:00.000-07:00

today school was normal...cant remember much wqanted to have extra maths class with mr goh after aep end up he cannot make it...than before that got the maths teacher cant remember her name but she uh ! aish ! so annoying keep on embarrassing me because i accidentally left my wallet on the table unattende it was quite funny la...but still seriously she kept on nagging than she even ask me what class am i from , what is my name and who is my form teacher and she really go and tell mr goh that i misplace my wallet yknow...seriously la so dramatic than ms lee still can interfere... tsk than planned to go gfor jogging but rained...so i just went back home and watched my sgb thank god sia..i watch got super junior and kara...hahahah...now im seriously super tired im trying my very besT to study but now days im so tired , sometimes too tired to even go out....im so stressful thinking about the exams and stuff...and people around me ( most of them) are getting bitchier , like big time ...im not pin pointing to anyone but i wonder why must u flirT so much , why must u think that u have such high standards , you think u so preety uh seriously ! i mean why must you be like that im just waiting for the day to talk to you face to face and i wanna tell out the things that are making me so unhappy abt but when i think about it...i just cant be bothered cause you dont mean a single shit to me u and ur group of friends are totally out of the list of even looking at...ur blog is so shitty ... no one talks about their personal life in detail like that okay ! and whats with ur fb...seriously la give me a break okays,,,ur seriously pathetic and im so glad that u know...do you know how many ppl hate u...i know ive got haters and lots of them but seriously whats with yOUR attitude..with the whole fake hyper-ness and sacarsam...

im seriously not in a good modd...HUGE I MEAN HUGE moodswing...i am so tired and it dosent seem that im gonna pass my prelims like this im forcing myself to study but my mind and boday are just collapsing on me..by the time school finish and by the time i come back home to study or to have tution the tiredness and the pain...is so unbearble for people who can take stress seriously thumbs up but i cant,....having tutions for almost everYday more than 3 hours non-stop is just un bearable...one day i know im gonna collapse for good...hope it dosent happen soon though...i may be smiling and stuff in class but i know my hectic plans for studying and stuff i too have issues to handle...and im seriously stating the fact that if i did not have dreams , if i did not have any hopes i would have risked my life seriously no kidd im just working towards it but the journey now itself hurts...

you see my baby...hahah gonna collapse like him..

cant help but to think about it...

2010-07-12T06:15:00.000-07:00

im super duper shag rite now...tution just ended....yeah from 6 to 9...so tiring sia and im gonna continue studying but , my p.o.a i really need to brush up on my subjects...i mean i really wanna go to sec 5 and i will do anything for it la ! today , school was normal so many people looked lke they were about to die cause of the world cup ! hahahha especially john and chun yan...safwanah never come to school...hmmm sharifah also ! tsk leave us alone...hahah our but im sure they will be back to school tommorow...had 3 free periods of tamil...basically crapped with thiviya...and thought about alot of things today...i know that it may be too early to think but im gonna move to changi once im sec 5 and obviously when im done with my O LEVELS but i am so freaking worried about all my secondary school friends i know we will meet and stuff but do you know how difficult it is to keep each one of us updated with our present lives...sometimes when you have ur new friends you would tend to tell them ur probs and stuff but would you think about telling ur secondary school friends ? if anyone tells you their problems would you be bothered to even worry about them like your own...its gonna change obviously....but i really dun wanna change this at all...i know we do have fights and stuff but still you hang out , crap and slack with your friends and the thought of seperating...or even the thought of walking pass each other and not responding like how you use to is super painful to even think about it...i dunno about you guys but for me.... its just so hurtful all these thoughts and some other anger issues still disturb me...tsk

time for a confession.....

2010-07-10T05:29:00.000-07:00

today had tution...and was so stressful he is getting more and more fiercer...tsk..after that met my dear NAOMI NATASHA .... missed her so much ! so we met up at lot 1 cause we had other stuff to do so the only place we could meet up was at lot 1.. we were so effing hungry ! sxo we went to KFC....as usual took like 10 mins to plan where to eat hahaha...always thinkiing and kept on asking each other where to go and eat..and we crapped so much...we couldnt stop laughing...and we later on went to the libary , return my books and got her another 2 more books, as usual she cant survive without the libary...lols...and we went out to window shop and we wanted to get something like a 'friendship' thingy...so we ended up getting toe rings...i was happy about it you know...i mean i have never wore a toe ring before...but end up my mom said that i cant wear it as indian women are only suppose to wear those proper toe rings...after getting married and the husband must wear the ring for the wife...so its kinda like a sentimental thing...dissapointed much but i would want my first toe ring from my husband though...lols...so we shall get something else next time dear...sorry.... so now im at home..and both my parents are cracking ssuper lame jokes and they are keep on laughing .... kekeke cute eh...and today 2AM were in IMM...and i did not go...tsk tsk..and my butt and hand hurts to the max !

i look so exhausted..and we were so lazy that we did not move a single inch :)

talk ,

2010-07-08T03:15:00.000-07:00

it has bee an hour since im back from school...jus got over and done with my N LEVELS ENGLISH oral...oh god...i was like the third last person to enter into the room...andi was so nervous that i kept on smiling...hahahhaa...and i think i didnt do that well..i didnt organise myself and poured out all the thoughts that i had because i was nervous...damn...and i kept on using the word uncomfortable and nervous duting the picture discussion..i kept on thining of other words to say but just because i was super blank...these were the only two words that came out ! LOLS !! after i was done Ms Tay was talking to me...so long i never talk to her sia...so she asked me how was the oral examination and she kept on telling me to relax and to go home and distress...and she was laughing the way i told her how i reacted...and she said that i had nothing to worry about ...and that in all her students im one of her better speakers..than for a while...i was wondering how does she knows that im one of the better speakers in all her studdents...and i was like oh ya she taught me english for 2 years...lols... i mean how could i forget rite ! tsk tsk...so anyways gonna go and take my shower and start studdying since all my assighments are completed :)

ROFL...

2010-07-07T01:09:00.000-07:00

anyways today ha 3 periods of MT...yeah it was so long and boring...crapped with thiviya and saleh ... had practice for tamil oral...and i am super lucky to receive the most easiest passage :) had geography nothing much...recess run and had chem after that so annoying uh that teacher...her voice is so irritating...and nobody was listening to her we were just minding our own work...and she was talking to herself and sometimes she was ike trying to attract attention by making weird loud noises...seriously ! aint kidding..than had p.o.a we just had to do the qns the teacher gave us...after we complete it she say we can leave so obviously me and fiqah did our stuff..and we really manage to finish everything except the last one...we were super proud of ourselves :) we used to copy allt he qns and dont bother to do anything..but you see...we got improve :) hahaha but couldnt follow her to ljs cause gonna have tution and i was wearing her specs the whole day today...everyone keep telling me i looked smarter and more stricter...fiqah said that i looked like a counsellor ahahaha 10 more years and im gonna look like that...

and some pics in the school toilet -.- super unglam faces but wh cares !

nothing on you...

2010-07-05T07:37:00.000-07:00

school is gonna start tommorow ! hahaha ....im gonna be so screwed cause i have another 4 more essays to do...so im just gonna go there empty-handed in a way..just had two tutions and it just ended...completed my filing but some worksheets are still missing ! haiz ! neermind la...and i just found out that tommorow got no AEP ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA IM SO DAMN HAPPY ! but it is because of the N LEVEL ORAL...im already sec 4 so fast...and im gonna do my N LEVEL ORAL this thursday :( and RUPINI is gonna come over from the 19th july to the 29 thjuly...yup fr 1o days...i bet its gonna be chaos...and apologies to NAOMI...i couldnt meet her today because of my ttion but im gonna meet her this saturday so we shall spend time together honey :) what else.... im not done with my homework...

ALERT ALL HOTTEST FANS AND JAYWALKERS

AND PARK JAEBEOM IS COMING TO SINGAPORE ON THE 25th SEPTEMBER !!!

but im underage....yeah there are gonna be drinks included and stuff so i cant go..i mean it is seriously unfair uh..i dun mind going for the show even if i have to pay more than $100 okay ! and who cares anyways i mean...i do drink :) so just let me in la !! PREETY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP ! haiz...i bet other underage fan girls are going crazy..i mean who isnt...haiz...i wanna go !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

VOICE CRACK !

2010-07-02T04:05:00.000-07:00

im so tired...didnt go to school today hahahaha...and i know some people are not happy about it..im not feeling well...and it has been raining since morning...i just love such weathers...seriously especially when u just sit in a corner and drink hot milk and just stare outside the window...and im thankful that my room has those cupboards that people can sit on ... its kinda hard to explain but people who have been to my house would know...well other than loving the weather i just sat at home at the same spot and i tried finding orphanages to visit for my birthday...i even called up a few children homes...but couldnt make it la... i cant visit any of them,...tsk tsk....its seriously so hard to find a proper children's home in singapore ! i really wanna go to a children's home or do something for them seriously something meaningful for my 16th birthday..but it seems like its not gonna happen. haiz if i really cannot get to do that...i thhik i will just adopt a child from kenya...and give $35 every month for the child to have basic education , food and proper sanitation...atleast is something meaningful....and atleast someone is getting benefitted rite ? so im just gonna slack now with RUPUNI and she say there is gonna be poster sale in her school...damn i want a 2PM poster :( BIG TIME !!!

sleepy !!

2010-06-30T01:12:00.000-07:00

omg..im super exhausted school has been okay i guess for these past few days just that i am still not used to the sleeping time..i got used to sleeping super late and waking up super late..so yeah...and my eyebags are getting worse ! nothing much has happened even if there is...i dont think it is that intresting exceptt for what happened on monday..eeeeewwww ! i really need to get some sleep and i proud about the fact that i havealmost finished my combine humanities assignment !! but i still have another more essays and my deadline is next monday...so i think i have time....hmmm what else yesterday's combine humanities AEP was the bomb...thanks ms lee for those giftss and thanks mei qi , zi xuan and zakera for those sweets ! oh and SGB was supr fine !

lalalala....

2010-06-26T21:38:00.000-07:00

omg super sorry for the late update...i know it has already been a week so i shall update it now...basically gonna make it short. since ive got so many hw nd doing it is such a pain...they should give us atleast a later deadline...ive got seriously too much of work..and i am super exhausted...holidays at malaysia was such a bore... i mean we didnt do much , we didnt take that many pics too....it was too hot the temp was super high thus making it even worse for us to walk around. we first woke up super early about like 4 plus in the morning bathed got ready and drove to jb first to meet my cuz as usual we were late..and everybody else were teasing and crapping and i was like ' seriously la .. just bitch off ' than we drove and drove and drove..but we still did rest at some pit stops..but to go to penang we took a ferry...i thought it was super cool but when the ferry was moving the base was vibrating so much...than we booked in our hotels...my family was super not happy with the hotel..hahahaha we didnt like how it looked that much...but we just stayed i mean no choice and we just spend our other days by sight-seeing and shopping. but i loved the fact that i tried this thailand coconut ice-cream it was damn nice...and i was so proud of myself tht i was introducing this ice-cream to everyone i n my family and they were having so many good comments and they were buying it..i was like just smiling at myself...and i also studied at night ! hahahaha...with the company of my 2pm vids...oh and i also got soveniours you wouldnt believe the fact that it was so hard getting soveniours for everyone...hahahaha...and this are the pics..not all of them but here it is...

Post

2010-06-21T20:25:00.000-07:00

ive got no time to blog...ive got so many things to do...this week is really tight i still got my re-exams and my assignments..so yeah soon i will update !! maybe after this chaos is over and done with...

hell .

2010-06-19T05:30:00.000-07:00

im back shall post tommorow....

tell me goodbye .....

2010-06-12T03:52:00.000-07:00

im gonna be away...in malaysia until this friday

bye !

AND I LOVE 2PM , HWANG CHANSUNG , KIM JUNSU , LEE JUNHO , NICHKHUN , OK TAECYEON , JANG WOOYOUNG AND PARK JAEBEOM !

tadadadada kekekekekekeke

please not me

2010-06-11T00:35:00.000-07:00

im super exhausted..so gonna make this post short...anywyas yesterday i and mitheshkar went to sentosa with rupini and family with preetiba...wish i spelt her name rite... anyways i and mitheshkar woke up early packed our stuff and went to meet rupini first at their house and after 10 mins took a train to harbourfront....bought some stuff at giant and got the tix to enter in sentosa and thats about it...we played some games at sentosa...it was raining frequently though quite annoying...and we swam and played some water games...rupini and jaiy made me fall ! TWICE ! once was rupini pushed me and jaiy was on the beach purposely so no matter what i have to fall... and i was seriously blur...i couldnt even rmbr how i fell cause after that jaiy made me fall again like after 5 mins ... but he fell with me like as though we were wrestling i swear i was like " this cannot be happening to me " and i was super blur after that...and than i have this scratch on my foot that was bleeding so much i dont even know how it happened after that...we took our shower and left to vivo city... and this bloody punjabi women pushed me non-stop and when i turn and look at her she act like nothing happen...asshole sia ! than we went to sakae sushi...hahaha yeah...nowdays im starting to eat sushi but it is still not my fave food... and i think i will only eat sushi from there...i dun dare to eat sushi anywhere else and i ate RAW SELMON ! i was super proud of myself thank god it wasnt that bad ! and my hair was a super bad..it was just super african american kinda thing...hahaha and we took very little pics...no pics from sentosa though...busy having fun

i will take that as compliment....

2010-06-07T20:01:00.000-07:00

anyways last saturday went to the zoo...like a family outing kinda thing with my family...it was super boring , and hot ! but it also rained like many times... i think we got bored because we have been to the zoo like many times....to the extent i was not even bothered to take pictures....and the zoo was super pack too...so it just made the whole experience painful ! hahahaa so on sunday my family planned to go out again..TOGETHER...and i didnt wanna go so i stayed at home and watched my dream team...and about 9+ my parents fetched me to go to kumerash house...i mean we are gonna go for the holidays together rite...than why must we meet them so many times before the holidays !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thinking about the holidays...tsk tsk...this sunday im leaving and i will be gone for like almost a WEEK ! haiz ... i super screwed ! and it is so funny that people are starting to nudge me before they wanna talk to me in msn.... cute i tell u !

as soon as i turn back....

2010-06-03T22:42:00.000-07:00

anyways today is the last day for holiday lessons for me....YESSSAAAA !!!!!! kinda fast uh...lol....rupini was staying over for the past two days and it was the BOMB! As usual kept on crapping ... and she forgot to bring the dried mangoes !!! hahahaha its okay la next time...and i had school for like the past few days and it was kinda annoying the fact that i had 3 hours of break in between my lessons and my classes was only 1 hour...and i kinda feel that i am making lots of mstakes in my personal life...especially on that...i mean i am not that type of a person...and i cant turn to be someone like that...so seriously stop it luh... thank god fiqah was there talking to me...haiz i hope all the guys in the world was good...but obviously its so not happening..i bbet guys would be thinking the same way i am thinking but just that they wished that girls would be understanding and stuff... whatever la...anyways today did not have lessons at 12.30 !! AWESOME ! so me , sab , fiq and saf went to mac to take breakfast talk and stuff...suddenly saw my uncle lols...but he never see me...than walked around with fiqah trying to find transparent nail polish but cant find...and thats about it ... i wanted to sleep cause of the past few days i have not been sleeping well cause i was busy laughing and crapping with rupini...and whenever i forced myself to wake up and go for class she would give me the 'chansung bear hug' and ask me to go back to bed...lols...but now im busy watching mblaq isol army from the start and im gonna have tution...so yeap thats about it..bye !

tears

2010-06-02T02:06:00.000-07:00

have nothing much to blog just that june 13 is coming super near ! goddamnit cant stop thinking about it ! and RUPINI is here...she is gonna overnight for another night and i wanna eat those dried mangoes that 2pm loves ! she forgot to bring it...but its okay we are gonna try to buy it from cold storage..wish they have it there...this past few days has been really tough ... haiz why are guys like that...i mean seriously and please tell me before passing my number to anyone...cause im not intrested in wasting my money ! seriously ! sheesh...now gonna continue watching 2pm...bye

xoxo

2010-05-31T07:33:00.000-07:00

Prasashini is currently a very happy girl :)

CLASS OUTING 2010

2010-05-29T02:31:00.000-07:00

this were just some of the pics that we took during the class outing on wednesday...it was actually quite fun ! i believe that we got more closer , we first took our breakfast at mac...and we were like sitting there for super long seriously no idea why...so audrey and i went out of mac near the beach and tried taking pics but could not succeed..hahahaha by than the class came out of mac and we first found a spot to keep our belongings...and mr leong took care of it ... than we went to the beach and played captain's ball ... was super funny and hot ! WE WERE ALL BURNING than our group won ...and we took a pic with the 'W' sign that indicates winners while the other group took a pic with the 'L' sign and we forced them to do it...hahaha than they were planning to play some other game but i think i just could'nt take the heat..so jing hui , sab , audrey and i went to rent bicycles ...audrey and i took the twin bicycles...it was really fun . the way we started was awesome we almost fell...hahahaha than god my legs are strong...hahahaha if not by now i would have to go to the dentist to get my tooth fixed...lols. so we cycled for quite some time and came back to our belongings and we were craving for water ! and i was the only one who felt hungry ... so i just had to wait till the rest felt hungry but we still continued cycling and there was once...that i and audrey wanted to take a pic and we were smiling to jing hui cause she is the one holding the camera but some american guy cycled by and sai " looking good ladies " hahahahahahahahah LMFAO !!! i was like 0.0 for a minute and i just turned to audrey she had the same expression as me and we started laughing ...hahahaha maybe he thought we were smiling at him or something...than after cycling we ate mac..and chilled for a while and took the bus back home....but it was a good experience though we were balsting korean music all the while lols..but in the bus i was just too exhausted so i was like the only one emoing..i was just staring at the windows thinking about all of us graduating and how would it be to see each other in future... i know that its gonna be awkward but i wont be seeing all of my friends much cause im gonna move to changi after my Os ... haiz i never knew this day would come...i seriously dont wanna move but its for the better...so im just gonna bite my lips and zip it...

chansung oppa :(

2010-05-25T02:28:00.000-07:00

nothing much has been happening .. just that i have printed my 2PM T-SHIRT ! yesssaaa...its perfect just that i should have printed the picture bigger...lol but its okay its for me...im not gonna use it anyhow though...this week is post-exams activity week...if thats what you call it....

monday , 24th MAY 2010

basically did nothing...went to the ford factory it was quite nice at the start a bit fun...since im the type of person who loves HISTORY , but dont ask me to study it ! hahaha they had cvids for us to see after thAT JUST WALKED AROUND LIKE LOSERS ..played a game of tap tap with CY than continue rotting...and we waited for the bus like super long..after that went to school for filming...i talked about MR GOH about how much i appreciate him and stuff..after filming immediately rushed home shower AGAIN !! and used the com it was so freaking warm ! i was burning ! and i felt super unwell so i took a short nap , used the netbook and studies...such a good kid i studied !

TUESDAY , 25th may 2010

as usual nothing much reach east coast went to mac to eat breakfast , and they gave us plastic bags to collect the rubbish...my group was thiviya , audrey , jing hui and sabrina and we were finding for rubbish and we saw iris and co. walking and we were like "u guys are done /' and they were like "ya...go to that side of the beach got lots of crap " and so we went there and they were so much of SHIT i swear...we were so disgusted but we wnd up collecting as much as possible after that we went to mac...bought ice-cream went out walked round went back in and end up buying a meal hahah but i and jing hui shared...cause we were just too fool....after that during the bus ride we were talking about K-POP ..HAHA and as usual burning hot repeated whatever i did yesterday when i was at home but i did not sleep today though..im watching STAR GOLDEN BELL...AND LEE JOON IS IN IT !!!

oh and chansung oppa take care of yourself :(

bye bye

nothing more , nothing less

2010-05-19T02:38:00.000-07:00

my results are super not good one of the worst results i have ever had in my secondary school life...seriosuly ! NOT KIDDING ! haiz so much for studying and trying my best....its not gonna work when people say you still have ur N LEVELS ...u can try harder next time blah blah blah i really apprecaite ur advice but it is just not working at all....i just need some space...i dont even know whether i should tell my parents . i mean i did improve but still ...haiz tsk tsk... i dont even know what the reaction is gonna be ...even if they say its okay u must put in more effort for ur other exams / study harder...i know you can do it ...or anything else i really cant bear it...i would feel super guilty that i could perform better thee paper that i saw so many careless work was my PHYSICS seriously could have pass..chem could have pass in one mark and my combine humanities could have pass by one mark...i mean seriously this are terrible marks but still its just one mark ! and i have never failed my combine science before okay ! WTF ! this past few days so many things regarding the results has happened super dissapointed sia !

and i am even more dissapointed that im going for my holidays with my cosins...i dont have a problem with them , but in a way i do..if you know what i am saying...i just cant stop thinking about it...for the first time im super not excited !! I JUST dont wanna go ! im seriously gonna be super emo...i was forced to go my dad especailly kept on brainwashing me...haiz .... i just cant imagine how i am gonna survive this is the worse than showing my parents my marks..yup its that bad im just gonna shop , get my foot massage , my manicure and pedicure...nothing less nothing more...seriously im just gonna do what i have been doing all this holidays but more emo...lols....and in the hotel i am gonna go to the gym in the morning and i am gonna STUDY...yes i said STUDY... at night...this shows how much im not intrested in spending my time with them right...i dont mind spending my time with my family they are awesome but not with my relatives ....A HUGE NO ! and i just cant accept the fact that my dad booked a hotel in K.L that is like an apartment like 3 rooms a kitchen and a living room WTF ! SUPER SCREWD ! because of this my dad and i almost got into an accident lols..super funny...haiz i am really not looking forward to it.. seriously ! i just cant stop thinking about it la....haiz

and im sorry if i hurt anyone by not entertaining them its just that i am really not in a good situation alot of things are happening....im not purposely ignoring you'll its just that i am constantly thinking about something...

and monday went to JURONG POINT to watch BACK-UP PLAN wasn't that awesome la...but its okay :)

and we have been bestf for like 3years plus and this is the first time we have been out together to watch a movie...lols

loving you in slow motion.....

2010-05-12T02:42:00.000-07:00

still have another one more last paper...p.o.a but cant be bothered cause i know i fail...pointless of me even remembering all my formats ! sheesh..anyways i never blog for so long...such a dead blog . my maid is leaving this saturday to go back to myanmar to study in her uni..so yeah...she suppose to leave ard august .. haiz super fast gonna miss her to the max...i mean im so close with her and suddenly she is leaving but she is gonna call me and webcam with me so should be okay la...but still haiz....

when i told fiqah got a super shocking reaction...but a good one....hahaha and my maid keeps on touching me face seriously and she keeps on saying that its okay if i find it annoying cause she is gonna leave this saturday....haiz...and i already have my new maid who is indian and she is 23...and she is okay la...i think i can get along with her but she is too quiet...lol...i just wish i dont cry this saturday personally i feel it is embarrassing when i cry because someone is leaving...but still i know i will cry in a way...and i even got her this 2pm file...(she likes 2pm too ) and she keeps on staring at nickhun hahaha,,, and she keeps on saying how much she likes it haha..and she gets super jealous when i talk to my other maid...trust me she even started shouting in the room saying that im not talking to her pproperly...hahahaha seriously im the same ..... god...

and my exams were really shitty...i mean seriously i think im gonna fail my science and my humanities AND my POA eventhough i havent do it yet..

blog next time..just dont have the mood....

suprise text messages ♥

2010-05-01T06:51:00.000-07:00

i typed so much...and suddenly whatever i typed is missing !!!!!!!!! WTF !!!!!!!!!!

summary :

MYE is coming

im at rupini house , and jaiy is helping me to study p.o.a

tommorow i need to go to thiviya house for the prayers.

yesterday went to bed at 1 am but ended up sleeping at 3 am...cause rupini and i were havibng a mini korean karokae session.

(our fave song was heartbeat especially chansung part )

super exhausted

made thiviya fall in love with 2pm...HUGE SUCCESS ~!

trust me when i get suprise text messages from you...i smile so wide...so people who are reading this please send me suprise text messages and enertain me !

and PRASASHINI ♥ HWANG CHANSUNG !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEDAJA ! ( PARK JAEBEOM )

2010-04-25T00:48:00.000-07:00

well...yesterday went to yew tee mac to study with sabrina and audrey..we were suppose to meet at 2.30..but due to some issues we met about 3pm...sabrina was the first to get there...so sab and i ate first and than audrey came...than we started studying...it was kinda noisy but we could still bare with it...and we kept on taking breaks, but short ones like 2min breaks and than we continued studying...sabrina had to leave early so after she left audrey taught me p.o.a and we went to ljs for dinner..i didnt eat cause i had no appetite at all..and than we crapped for super long..than i followed audrey to NTUC hahaha super funny we had to find stuff for her to bake cookies and we only could find the chocalate..lols...than went back home...oh.. and there was an accident to , bustop near my house ...gosh i hatebeing at the venue of the accident ! especially after what happen to me...just brings back memories...than went back home took my dinner and studied. P.O.A test is tommorow !!!!!!!! omg !!!!!!!!! i am super worried i swear ! but thanks to audrey that i atleast understand what is the whole chapter about and we maybe getting our geography reslts tommorow...confirm fail especially btw MS LEE told us...and MYE is just another 2 more weeks,,,haiz \

REALITY CHECK : N LEVELS ARE COMING SOON TOO !

stole my lips...

2010-04-20T07:15:00.000-07:00

well today not alot of things happen but im just gonna blog about my highlights...well i got 21/25 for my chemistry test !! hahahaha such a big highlight...i swear i studied maybe thats why i feel even more happier ! just that i know another 2 more qns i could have got the correct answer tsk ! MR SHANMUGAM seriously gave me a shock he was talking about the results befoore giving us the paper...and i was only thinking about my marks...you know that moment that only matters about the MARK ... yeah and i was waiting for him to finish talking and suddenly he said... "if prasashini can get 21 ... the people who have got borderline marks should slap yourslef "..i was like "OMG !!! hahaha !!" in my heart la...i was like for once i got more than 20 for my chem but....why did MR SHANMUGAM say that if i get 21 the people lower tham me or boderline marks should slap themselves...does he mean that if i can do it they can do it too...you know , i mean the stupid version...im not DUMB okay...or did he mean if i put in effort and if i can achieve anyone can do it too...i mean i prefer the second point...haiz whatever it is i scored...and i am very happy..than there was a few times MR SHANMUGAM look at IRIS and tasha if im not wrong...like as though they were kinda dumb...and IRIS was like super pissed like " are you trying to say im stupid...im not okay !??!" hahha she was like repeating this sentence to me the whole period...lols...than had normal lessons..and had AEP...tommorow im gonna buy the mblaq socks !! WOOOHOOOO ! hahahahaha..my parents are at J.B now...haiz and i never study the whole day...feel super worried lols...i mean exams are coming already ! and im still relaxing ! i can say it but its just that i cant do it..i am seriously lazy but all i do is panic...WTF ! i must seriously start studying ! oh god....i still haev my notes to prepare ! haiz

THIS IS CONSPIRACY !

2010-04-16T00:29:00.000-07:00

anyways today had no run ! awesome right ! i was like thinking about it so much and suddenly today rain...YESSASSSAAAA ! hahaha than had normal lessons than after school went with AUDREEY , JASLINE AND JING HUI to the foodcourt...saw MS LEE FONG SHAI...she came over to our table and talk to us...than we went to mac et ice-cream and jing hui bought the teenage magazine and the poster was 2pm and super junior....wtf !!! 2pm super hot sia !!!!!!! hahahaha than she force us to say some stuff than only she let us see the poster...aiyoh that girl uh ! than we went to comics collection JING HUI AND I WENT NUTS ! i swear !

end up buying a jaebeom handphone strap , chansung nametag and a picture of them almost $ 10 !

hahaha but i still wanna get the mblaq socks and than exchange one of them with jing hui so i kinda get best of both socks hahha...

chansung and jaebeom bby !

smiles

2010-04-15T01:03:00.000-07:00

today had normal lessons...had chemistry test...i think i wuill pass...i DID STUDY ! but i know i get 3 qns wrong...haiz...and some qns just confused me like the hydrogen and carbon qns i dont even know which one...i think i write carbon...oh well i just want the answer sheets back ! than MT was normal...starting to get more and more boring...and than had maths...i nwas like stoning all the way thinking about the run tommorow...than i kept on asking qns about the run tommorow to MR GOH ! goddamnit..i really cannot stop panicking and im kinda piss that the fact that i could have passed and i failed...and i must do again ... aiyoh ! i dont even think i wanna run i just dont feel like it...for me its kinda pointless....haiz than after that had english...omg just because some students wwere late MR NG made the whole class stand...for super long...i wanted to raise up my hands and say ' i wanna sit ! u fool ' hahaha so damn piss...serious uh ! i mean for them u cant be making all of us stand its not their fault too...i mean they went to the toilet late....haiz...it was almost the same problem like 'the six of us' if u know what i mean if dunno shut up ! hahaha okayokay,,,,,than he bring us to the libary after that had physics...teacher ask us to do our own things...and i passed .... than didnt wanna go chemisty a.e.p as it would be miss ong and not mr shanmugam....so might as well go home...end up got dragged and by the time we walk out miss ong walk to us...haiz than go to class slack..than i was reading the school magazine....than they had something about sex...and she said " eh why u reading about sex uh !! " WTF ! this is whty i dun wanna come than fiqah help me out by saying the school gave us thiss...ahnd blah blah blah...i mean whats her problem ppl who dunno whats going on gonna think im like some kind of sex-crazed idiot reading about sex and stuff...end up going home at 2.30 pm follow fiqah for threading and there wass this two workers they both were like looking at me .... giggling and laughing right at my face and i was like "....what is happening " and they said that they know someone who looks exactlyy like me and that she has a tattoo on her arm saying " F*** MY MOTHER " hahaha wth ! and than i ask more qns about her and one of them answer me like damn cute...hahaha so yeah...and also met out sec 2 arts teacher...used to hate her than but she actually okay sia...lol...maybe i was too immature...

oh during P.O.A i and fiqah cannot stop talkinguntill MDM ASMIDAH tell us "if u not intrested can go out " KINDA ANGRY and fiqah look at me and said " LETS GO ...LETS GO HAHAHHA " in a super fast way and MDM ASMIDAH said " STILL CAN TALK "lols.....one day gonna walk out lah ...

exams are coming goddamnit !

2010-04-12T05:19:00.000-07:00

obviously i have not been uploading my blog...well lets start with my 2.4 km run

haiz ...i tell u super annoyed so many ppl when they got to know about this jaw dropped sia hahah...okay anyways i was running..i lost count on how many rounds i made...so i thought u had another 4 more rounds and the timing wwas 14.... smthn...so i thought thatt i failed nd i walked super slow...i like just cannot be bothered uh...than i ask my 'partner' how many rounds i have and she say i got 2...i thought there were more sia...so i started running and than my 2nd last round there were very little people running and there was this girl that i saw and she was called back by the teacher so i thought timing over no need to run...end up she was VOMITTING ! thats why the teacher ask her to come back...WTH ! than i run omg...i failed....my heart hurt so bad ...god i could have so easily pass my 5th round and my 6th round such a huge JUMP ! hahaha like 3 mins i was walking and slacking in a way...aiyoh regret big time...but i still have this friday so okay la

10 th APRIL

was my parents 17th wedding anniversary we didnt know where to go ...haha as usual always spoilt for choices so we first went to mac for breakfast than we chit chat came back home and my dad gave my mom the gift he got her...every year for their wedding anniversary he gave her flowers but this year much better...lol...atleast he put i effort...than we went for my brother's teakwondo grading (i dunno whether isit correct spelling ) than met MEI QI there....than we didnt know where to go end up rupini called me invited my whole family over for bbq...it was super fun...the food was awesome i took as many unglam shots as possible...but jaiy was asking for it okay...lol than we seperated to our minor pairs and teams hahaha...and did our own stuff so Rupini and i were watching 2pm ! HAHAHA AS USUAL !

than today had assembly not bad but something was really disturbing me the fact that their pants were super tight especially that area...lol....than go LOT1 help jaiy with some stuff and return my books and borrowed books...ate and came back home and now gonna study bye bye !

BLAH BLAH BLAH !

2010-04-07T04:51:00.000-07:00

imy jaebeom !!come back !

today so many things happen firstly lets start with physics ya i know i said that i have so many things to say but im starting with physics which is my 2nd last period till school end...i had a small diss with MR KORH i dont even know how to spell his name this shows how much i listen to him... so this is what happen

i was blinking....and my eyes started tearing up cause my eyebags were huge...hahaha and than i told audrey cause fiqah was busy texting than i turn back and i did my own stuff after like 5 min MR KORH told me to stop talking to safwanah ... but i wasnt talking to anyone what so i got pissed and started saying i never talk...i never open my mouth blah blah blah..started getting piss...he came to check my work nothing was done...obviously i was like blinkin a million times and entertaining myself !! and than he went like " u always dont do your work, if u dont do u are talking ..." blah blah blah and than i was so pissed off and went " so annoying i say i never open my mouth right " i was like mumbling to myself ...can just leave me alone rite ! than he say " say that again " i wanted to say ____________....go ask fiqah b ut i knew it would make matters worst...i mean i wasnt talking when u catch me rite...okay fine i was talking but not to fiqah..(he got mixed up with saf and fiq name ) ! URGHHH partially my fault la...but it is also urs...never let me explain...

haiz....did 5 stations my sit ups i got an A !! hahaha serious and i swear i never cheat ! than my incline pull ups another 4 more also A ! damn it..i started laughing and i just let my self fall...because i could hear rev screaming she was doing beside me...so yeah my shuttle run just past...thank god ! sit and reach pass my standing broad jump as usual FAIL ! ... cannot make it uh but todya wasnt that bad...i still got friday...for my 2.4 KM ! god !!!!!!!!!!! super worried...

than after that meet my mom at ytp...help her cary the plastic bags on the way up the person (yknow the one who sells hair straightners ) she stopped my mom..they are friends ..can u imagine it like my mom is friends with everyone...aiyoh ! than she straighten my hair infront of everyone i kept on refusing so EMBARRASSING !!!!!!!!!! than she force me brainwashed us....and my mom bought the straightner for $140..haha but got 2 years of free styling like u can go there any time and get free hair styling from them...so if anyone wanna do tell me okay...MY HAIR LOOKS SUPER DIFF..BUT SMOOTH i like...hehehe

but i will only straighten my hair for my 16 th birthday or maybe test drive it to school tommorow...and my hair is longer hahaha....

' SLEEP ' wanted !

2010-04-05T18:54:00.001-07:00

okaysss so im at school in the computer lab...and the com im using can do anything except go to that simplicity website thingy...so annoying .. u know i have to come back another day and do it again...WTF !!!!!!!! i can just do it here but its just that the com is super slow and it is dead ! anyways so many days i never blog...haha seriously have been studying...never studied like that before...have geography test tommorow !! and a total of 4 chapters !! CAN U IMAGINE ! i mean so many chapters , so many information , so little time...damn annoying sia ! and i am SUPER sleepy ! planning to go back home after school ASAP and sleeping so i would have enough time to study later....hehe i sound like a geek ....even Iris said that she didnt know i had an inner geek in me..i mean im not the type of person who dosent give a shit for studies...trust me when i dont study i can get this guilty feeling that sucks big time...after this got chemistry , tamil, maths and other lessons super sleepy...so SIAN ! nothing to do...just gonna sit and sleep ...hahaha

' SLEEP ' wanted !

2010-04-05T18:54:00.000-07:00

let me sing....

2010-04-04T02:46:00.000-07:00

awesome uh ! my freaking earpiece tore apart..........wtf ! so no more music till i get a new earpiece ! super exhausted....cant be wasting anymoire time have humanities test and have been going out the past few days...so im gonna go back to studying...and im scared when i think about wednesday ( 5 stations ) but im still gonna try but trust me if i had a chance i would not even bother...and i cant even run my 2.4 KM,,,,keep on coughing even before i get tired ! sheeshh.. now i have to remove my hot pink + black nail polish hahah...and i seriously have to stop getting obsessed with korean people its really freaking me out !

YOU will always be the bimb...trust me...

2010-04-01T01:55:00.000-07:00

okays i have not been posting for super damn long ! anyways today is a thursday....banu syg is i my house slacking ... haha super funneh !miss her tlo the maximum ! anyways lots of things has been happening but just cant remember...lol ohh today was APRIL FOOL'S DAY ! haha i totally forgot...syafiqah parlan was the first person that i pranked ...continues with fiona and almost the rest oof them...thiviya was super big i called her a slut...hehe she was so disturbed... and she slapped me WTH ! than i couldnt stop laughing almost tell her that we were pranking her...than i texted rev saying that i wabna slap her big time....after everything told her that it was a prank she was like " what , why never tell im super sorry ! " than i was like "AHH...NVM!" than she was super worried she kept on apologising even in the canteen but i was okay after a while first person sia slap me and i kept quiet...than MR GOH ! i dont even know what was he thinking ! yesterday i brought 4B TB , so today i brougght 4A TB ...and i was like " cher, i bring the correct book " and he was like " good, yesterday u like 4B today u like 4A "....I MEAN WTH RIGHT ! so confusing what his he talking about ?? than i was like "huh??!?!?" all the while and than he said "oh...wait u LOVE CLASS 4/5 " what was that suppose to mean isit because A____ is in that class?? i mean seriously luh...there is nothing between us....haiz and i kept on pestering and prompting him to tell me and he said "stop pestering me , if u get the joke than it is okay...im not blind " whatever la..i kept on thinking about it ! haiz.....anyways we also tried pranking MR NG super duper funny..he was like "isit it my zip again ??"...we all couldnt stop laughing ! anyways tommorow is a public holiday....thanks to all the people celebrating GOOD FRIDAY !! gonna get my nails painted for the dun of it...and maybe going for a short holiday.....oh and last saturday's drama was good...

10 years seems so short...

2010-03-25T04:55:00.000-07:00

okay today had normal lessons ....first thing i did when i woke up was to tell myself awesome...i wish this feeling will not fade....no its a MUST ! haha i almost fell asleep like so many times ! had no a.e.p today after school met dear NAOMI NATASHA ! omg so long never see miss her to the max ! so we had so much of HTHT ...we like joke so much , and she kinda help me pick out what im gonna wear on saturday and yeah i am going for the play on saturday ! yessaaa ! haha super excited...than we were like checking so many people facebook and blogs damn nfun than we had nothing to do so we used my webcam to take pics...haha compared to the car the pics not so nice but heck ..... besties for 10 years !!! lol we dont even care how we look ! and she was so shocked that im crazy over MBLAQ haaha she was like " u ?? like korean guys " not all of them uh just mblaq...she came around 2 + and she left around 8+ but we still got so many things left to talk about...love her to the max !

to that guy u are such a dissapointment !

dont say want say MUST ! hehe

2010-03-24T04:44:00.000-07:00

i am so freaking sleepy this past few days are like those days that u feel like " lets go to bed early for once !" but end up going to bed the normal timing... okay today had the second part of the workshop AWESOME UH !!!! Bong showed us a video of this woman cant remember her name who went through an accident which was super bad ! trust me ...her ears and nose and fingers dropped off can u imagine if i was her i would have just died in the car rather than asking for help....she had an interview with oprah even though it was a short one i was so shocked on how could someone survive in such a manner..i was almost about to cry but kept it to myself than he continued crapping and he came out with the whole family thing...like if this or that happened to ur parents what would u do....i was so tempted to cry but i just didnt want to..cause i was like super paiseh and before i knew it tears was just rolling down like waterfall sia !!! omfg !!! i was like

" sash please dont cry just dont..!"but seriously i really couldnt stnad it i was like one of the first few people crying...so u can imagine and gradually i could hear people starting to sob...some didnt cry i mean wth ?!?! haha but it depends on the person attitude maybe some of them just cant be bothered and maybe some of them go home and cry themselves to sleep...or some just dont wanna break their huge ego..it was really sad...i mean i love my parents so much ! I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM ! and they really did sacrifice so much for me...tsk tsk....than candice came she had her talk about like how should we set our goals...and stuff and made us do this activity of lifting our books using our hands as usual but we have to make our arms straight the first minute was not that bad the remaining 15 min i was like in the process of letting my hands be choopped off from myself...and ya i did feel the pain and after we could put our hands down the shiok feeling was AWESOME ! haha...i mean i either wanna be a teacher , motivational speaker or a artist ( music business ) ...but when i see how this kind of things like someone motivating u can change not only their life but ur own life it is just so awesome and ya i do wanna be someone who can motivate others, teach them something and atleast change abit of their lives in a positive way after that she asked some of us to go up and talk ...okay fine i accept the fact that i wanted to but infront of the whole sec 3 normal acad hell no ! even fiqah shouted my name and sharifah was asking me to go .... i was like " no thank you " than we had a sing-a-long session super funny all of us were like shouting and stuff....haiz...it was just an awesome day...even though i did get sleepy sometimes...

tommorow got school AWESOME ! hahaha actually still abit sian la...but i shall go to school and put in effort... :)

day after dawn...

2010-03-23T03:06:00.000-07:00

anyways last saturday webt to malaysia,,,and in the car had nothing to do so used my netbooks webcam, so its kinda blur...but i think the quality not that bad eh...hahaha okay anyways yesterday was complete slack ! i mean i felt everything was going super fast and i could keep myself awake...than today had the adam khoo workshop so we had this speaker (our first speaker ) AMIN if im not wrong...I SWEAR HE IS THE BOMB !!! from the start to the end it was awesome bby !! haha like i seriously cant stop laughing compared to the other 3 speakers he was the best ! and he look so chinese but he is mixed..and we were like huh ?? u MALAY ?? haha...than later had the second speaker candice if im not wrong...she was okay just that abit lame and she used to be like a gangster or something she kinda tell abit of her personal life...haha so shocking on the things she did actuaally not that bad la...than had recess with lower sec kinda weird !?!?! hehe than came back ...had benjamin ong as our third speaker he was okay okay la...he also share his story and stuff ..and ya many other stuff....some parts for me in a personal scale did make me have a different mindset...so byeah it wasnt bad at all kinda excited for tommorow but i think if amin comes for the whole talk i would just DIE !!! hahaha seriosusly his jokes uh...omg !!lol and i feel so sleepy !! really ! even though there were jokes and stuff during the workshop i was complaining that i felt sleepy...oh and candice was like randomly coming to my table and doing her talk and she like super random sia give me eye contact..haha..shall post tommorow about tommorow...hahaha wth !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASLIN !!

2010-03-21T00:46:00.000-07:00

this are the pics we took at fiqah's bday believe me there are more...its like one pose but hundred times clicking it so u do the maths haha...so many pics so fiqah take ur time haaha lol...okay anyways it used to be super hot ! like can die and it is so cold..omg i just feel like playing in the rain with u...yeah u...haha i love the rain serioulsy i feel so happy its like a totally different feel...this whole week is kinda like one of my worst weeks so many probs in just a week but as usual everything is recovering now haiz.....anyways i cant remeber what has been happening all this days like basically wake up do homework , eat use my netbook watch t.v slack and restart...haiz just so bored just did all my homework geo never do the whole thing abit unsure about stuff...than filing some of my papers gone...damn super scared ! haiz... okay i have seriously nothing to blog about cause i just cant remember, and happy bday jaslin from CLASS 4C ! haha okay anyways when i see the rain i kinda see soeone who i dont even wanna remember about...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAFIQAH !

2010-03-14T17:57:00.001-07:00

okay so im currently at school....just finished doing our english assighments in the com....and teacher so that we are free to do whatever we like AWESOME UH !!! lucky the coms are not that slow...anyways its kinda like a waste too...come to school and just do this...like 3 assignments , surf the net go home...BORING SIA ! i wish they had all the lessons in one day if Mr Goh never change the day of the extra lessons i would have been spending almost normal curriculam time in school....anyways yesterday went for the IT fair...super pack ! only started shopping about an hour after we reach so many things uh ! oh my god...and like u cant breath cause more and more poeple were entering the hall...but got myself a netbook , webcam , mouse , speakers (syafiqah bday present) and a few free gifts...not bad sia..i mean it wasnt that expensive and the lappys and netbooks were CHEAP ! thts why dad wanted to buy a laptop i was also thinking of getting a laptop rather than a netbook i prefer the wider screen and all that dosent really matter how heavy it is...so yeah...and we were spoilt for choices !! so many brands but we end up getting hp and ACER so yeah...but its also okay la...i mean im not gonna use the laptop like every min what...just for random usuage...i think i will get a laptop manybe next year...not so important noe i think this should do plus its LIGHT ! lol...after doing the shopping myw hole family like wanna die...our legsn were like aching to the max ! seriously aiyoh than go holland drive to eat...than go home cause too exhausted...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAFIQAH !!

i wanted to text her 12mn end up dozing off than i woke up around 6 + and went damn it must text fiqah ! suprisingly she was awake ! haha okay got to go love u fiqah ! she got my message must be personal la

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAFIQAH !

2010-03-14T17:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAFIQAH !!